why i trusT peoPle so easily?

so SaD. why do i trust my friend so easily? he says he ganna court case due to speeding. and he is fine $1200. he did not have enough money to pay. so, i soft hearted and lent him some money lor.. and what did i get in the end? it turns out that his sim card is "HI" card. and i think he cancel his line liao. shit man!!!! what should i do? what should i do? can i cry? i am so sad. i trust him and i do respect him. what did i get in the end? no return. no money. i am so sad...i want to crY....

these few days in orchard area, there are a lot of people.it was so packed with people and vehicles. there is one incident while i was on my way to work. there is this family of 3. granny, mother and daughter. the daughter is so unhappy with the mother.she is so reluctant to carry the plastic bags with her.she shows her mother black face. and while on the outside of the bus, there is people singing christmas carol outside paragon.wow, it is so happening.everybody carry 3 to 5 paper bags with them. and me? nothing. just a white sling bag which i am carrying right now while i was on my way to work on 18/12/04. yujing and her bf went to mdm wong. i heard from my frds say there are quite a number of navy staff are a regular of mdm wong. slight fever, so didnt go mdm wong.hee..

++pls, i want to cRy. i wanT to crY.++