Chapter 69: Trust n lots more..

I need trust, I need support from people that mean a world to me. Don't doubt me, I wish to learn my mistake through my every decisions but I'm very much aware of my limits. Let me be, watch me move on, watch me fall, but don't question me. Stand by me. Trust me that I'll wield my very last strength to pull through, you're my strength, as are my other soul.


I am going to Padang tomorow with my sister..Yeah~~~i am going to have a early NDP celebration with my sister. SO HAPPY!!! YIP YIP HORRAY! ! YIPPY YA YA YIPPY YIPPY YA!!





I long merely to belong
Only to your touch ( i love my baby )





Have been working real hard..till i always sleep at 11pm..its not the real me..who used to sleep at 2am. ~haiz~ old le.

Funny Stuff, cannot bluff (got this from an email)
Women are unique. Release blood for 4-5 days without dying, Supply milk for 4-5 months without drying, Make HOTDOGs hard in 4-5 mins without freezing!

A man was dying of CANCER. One day, his son asked him: "Dad, why do you keep telling people tt u r dying of AIDS?" & Dad said: "So tt no one will FUCK ur mom after I die!"

Chapter 68: miss those days

19th July 2005

Chat with my long lost Guys Friends in msn today..We will playing with our emotions and disturbing with each other..Miss all these Funs. miss talking to them, miss going out with them and miss sitting their bike. still remember Mr L lose his Bike Number plate..haha..its so fUnni. lucky, there is no traffic police around. ~Phew~ Chatting with Mr L and telling him about my life and updating him with all the latest news about me...


Raining whole day..Baby is not with me. So long never had a dinner with him le. miss him badly..


16th July 2005

wEnt oUt with Jun today. so lonG nEver go out with her le. miss going sHopping with her. She bought 3 pairs of shoe whereas me only bought one loose power. haha..Cos i intend to buy a Bag.. but didnt see any bag that i like. aM i cHoosy? Walk from 4-11.30pm..my legs are so Tired..Went to Coffee Bean To Take a break. then after that, i took a cabby to my baby's home and jun's bf fetch her home. Took sOme photos b4 we headed home.

Me n Jun

Mocha Drinks, pie n Cheese Cake.

Chapter 67: sTop Donating $ to NKF ! !

dear everyone, as you can see from the newspaper today, it says that NKF is using our money that we donated to them on luxury like buying 8 cars, installing $990 toilet in the director room, renovate their new building (high class) and taking first class seat instead of business class seat whenever they went overseas ! !


they claims that excutives, snr exc and director take business class BUT director and snr exc take first class ! ! i tot that a well known listed company should be transparent in everything but it seems like NKF is not doing their job ! ! shall not donate any more $ to them ! ! ganna cheated ! !


pls refer to this website for more info:

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/050712/5/singapore157556.html

Chapter 66: FooLish littLe mE..

i realise that i am a maron, Stupid and a foolish LittLe woman..tRust People so eaSily and Being Hurt Very EasilY. there is this Gf of mine..whom i tRust heR a lot. But, what i didnt know is that she can "frontstab" me..Fcuk her meh. she was nice to you in this very moment , but at the other moment, she is frontstabbing me!!! ~ouch~~ it hurts me so deeply. She can use her moblie and sms her frd telling her how bad i am. what she didnt know is that her friend will tell me after that....Its so sad that all this thing happens. i am so navie.really navie. just like when i fall into a realtionship with a guy who is younger than me, thought he will love me, but what i didnt know is that he is just toying my feelings....he is such a bastard. i admit i am cruel, but i have no choice. we do have feeling for each other at that moment...but on the other hand, well..forget it. i didnt really want to waste my breath or saliver talking about him again. i am not a born loser. i am not afraid of losing. cos i have my dear Buddies and darlings with me whenever i am in trouble or sad. Just want to tell my this gf of mine that i will still be nice to you no matter how bad or how fake you treats me.i wanted to treat all my friends equal. i will not cry anymore. i do not want to cry bcos of you and bcos of him...eNouGh is eNougH.

Baby and i have a disagreement last nite. but, we have solve this matter le. So Happi..Stronger than eVer!!! i love yOu, baby!! ! ! ! pig Tan love Pig Ng! ! ! =D

today went out with micheal, jace and my baby. we went to Bugis OG, Tekka Mall, and Sim Lim. it was raining heavily when we are at Sim Lim. Sianz...Then after that, we headed towards Orchard. Micheal wanted to uPgrade his Singtel Braodband to 25Mbps plans at desire0705. iT Comes with four free gifts..1) takashimaya Voucher, 2) Pioneer DVD and etc... But if he needs to upgrade, he needs to pay extra charges..So, he changes his mind. we went to Takashimaya Food Fair. Bought a fruit ice-cream which costs $6.oo! ! ! So expensive sia! ! my baby keep blaming me. i Feel so guitly,sorry baby. aFter that,i wanted to swensens. But, baby doesnt want to eat. =( Jace suggest we shall have steamboat for our dinner. All agrees. And, we have taken some photos. woo..the food is not bad and the tom yam soup is nice. There is also no service Charge ! ! order 2 lime juice and 1 ice tea. i share drinks with my baby. total amount is $42.00.

when we finish our dinner, the clocks strike 9.30pm. we headed World of Sports to see if there is any cheap shoe for my baby. mm..they do not carry the design that my baby likes. too bad. he has been searching for very long already. i think its about 3 months le ba.
Gosh..reach home at 11pm. Very tired and i need to work tomorow. And not Forgetting, need to go to mediacorp tomorow. Argh~~~ I AM SO FREAKY TIRED AH! ! !

Chicken SteamBoat sEt = $ 6.80 include one plain rice.

Putting aLL the food into the Tom Yam Soup. Yum Yum!

Lastly, Banana, Apple and other fruits are dipped into this Hot Chocolate. Yummy! !

i decided to take a photo with jace in the lift while going down to Basement 1.

Yawnz, good night everyone. Sweet Dreams. . .

Chapter 65: photos Uploaded

mm..what a boring day. i am so bored. Baby is not free to entertain me. And i am setting a job agency. if anybody is intersted, can msn at wsy23_2@hotmail.com. currently, there are 3 part time jobs avaliable.

The weather is very hot and humid. didnt want to do anything. Just wana to rest at home.But, i need to report to work. i have been packing my room every weekend. from clothes to bras and bags and etc. so many clothings need to throw away. well, i wanted to donate to salvation army but then its to far away from my home and there is no transport for me to go there unless i take a taxi lah. i got so many T-shirts at my warerobe which i didnt wear before. All fold nicely in my warerobe. mm..and also, i am getting fatter and fatter..so, it is impossible for me to wear my old jeans. *sob sob* i am so fat. my baby also ask me to go diet too...~Arghh~

* * * My Friends * * *

Gc n xiao di

me, abby n mie

My Msia Trip Photos....Journal is at Chapter 62

Me & my Jie Jie

Gg Back To Singapore.

Chapter 64:Birthday Greetings

Happy Birthday to Rachel ! (02 July)

HappY Birthday To Mr Pooh Bear! (05 July)

finally get to watch initial D..keke.i know i am a bit slow. this movie was lauched on 26 June 2005 and now is 05 July 2005 leh.its abit too slow lor. But what to do, my baby is not free to watch with me.keke.So, no choice but to watch this movie so late lor. Late better than never la hor. =D