sick.

Sick @ 3pm yesterday noon. Didnt eat last night. skip my dinner. Took Mrt with JUN cos i need to pass her bag from PG Mall.

Talk to QF for 45mins before he suddenly snooze!! urrghh.. Best sia!

Nth much to comment or talk. Will upload some pictures in a few days time ba.

Contented Gal?

didn't talk to QF recently cos dont know what to talk to him. Well,he didn't contacted me too. i guess ever since that incident ba. Haiz,what can the both of us say? But one thing for sure is that we are still friends. Just that he will not sms me that often anymore. When he told me that we can still sms each other, i guess he is trying to avoid me already. Nevertheless, i buy his story and believe him. What else can i do if i have doubts about him again? i can't do anything AT ALL.

Met up with "Him" recently and i was like a news reporter updating all the recent news to him. haha. Maybe bcos he doesn't read newspaper. He was very nice to pick me up from bugis from his home so that i don't need to take bus home. Mind you - my bus journey back home is 45mins to 1hour!! that's why i am glad that he came to pick me up. =D

Anyway, talking about my dear. i hope i can put my expectations at the lowest & i'll happier anytime..& i hope all the good & calm tides will remain as it is.. so much happier & contented this way..

Why you dont believe what i say..

These few days, i have been hearing guys telling me this sentence over and over again.."why you dont believe in what i said"..

Well, it's not a matter of whether i believe a not. It's just that you have tell me too much white lies till i so sick and tired of hearing what you said. I am not a 3 year old kid nor a young girl who just step into a relationship.. Believe it a not, when you do something wrong, don't let me discover it. And when i discover it, you will sure regret in what you said earlier on and what you do earlier on.

I simply can't understand why you can't be honest with me. I am not your girlfriend. I am just your friend. So, what so difficult in opening your mouth and tell me? You have truly disturb my life right now. I hate the current you right now. Stop acting innocent in front of me! Your action is just a silly act to me.

-爱过恨过哭过也笑过 -

Memories

didnt know time passes real fast as now is september already. Soon, it will be christmas soon.. busy with lot of things recently. and also been to some new places. Went to FLY with mich. Was abandon by someone. Was so pissed that night. Nevertheless, we went to River Valley to eat Roti Prata and drink Milo dinosaur.

Went to mount faber with QF and Vanessa to breathe some fresh air as i feel i was kinda stress out in a lot of things.. haiz.. didnt sms him for a long time so i picked the courage and sms him and asked how is he.. didnt expect him to reply my sms so fast. Also, catch up with my "mother" whom i didnt contact for a few months. we can actually sit @ Ding Tai Feng chat for a long time..haha. the waitress keep topping up the tea for us. Stupid QF everytime no time for me de.haha. But @ least he accompany me the other night for a nice chit chat @ West Coast Mcdonald. Misses the fun and chit chat.. didnt know we can actually chat for so long ever since we lost contact 3 years ago.. Was chatting with QF on the phone right now.. he keep irrating me lor..shit him meh.. urrghh...btw, i was saying i am "Cute" and that stupid QF says he is "骄小伶龙". haha..so funny.. feels like vomiting meh. I told him i will post this sentence into my blog... =p

My Miss Judy put me aeroplane hor..suppose to meet me for dinner and la kopi session but she gone MIA sia..*naughty girl* finding excuse not to go out with me right? Lucky my Darling Pei come down and accompany yesterday for la kopi and Shopping session. QF was @ Wisma last night. Suppose to meet him for a while but he was tired so in the end, he chat with me on the phone till i reaches home. =)

Tomorow i will be meeting another darling of mine..pray hard that she dont put me aeroplane hor..or i really get pissed off liao wor. =(

Song that i am hearing now..

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby
I'm trying Boy
I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh