think i sTep into Dog shit

day 26

today is a very unlucky day..i cant stand it myself liao..wana go and die meh...YesterdaY makes my didi upset...so sorry wor..didi..i didnt mean to and i never want to maKe you upseT...then, this morning hor, wake up late for mY eXam , Reach Mrt station then realise forgoT to bring WalleT, tRy to BooK cab to scHool...But NO CAB ah!!!!! sHiT.....reAch SCh sO laTe loR...about 09:10am..wa painz...

what happEn to mE wor? what happen? then after school, go eat luncH with mY friends befoRe going tO poSt oFFice to paY mY hp bills..Broke liao...Still haVe noT buY mY 3 D & D dress leh....hoW ah....omg...omg...

raining....like mY tears

day 23

wonder why everytime it rains, i will think of my tears...i cried so many times in august and september..till my friends cannot stand me...raining days let me think and remember a lot of things...some of the things which i wanted to forget and wish to forget...

my raining d@y

day 21

kaui le chong bai

today is a raining day...listening to this song now....write this blogster at school juz now. mmm...my favourite waether...because this kind of weather is good to sleep...erm...but hor, noT good to my guy friend lor..keke..he dont really like this raining weather. as he rides a bike...haha..

mm...he is busying studying for exams now..same as me...but, we will still log on to friendster to checK mails...haha..cos i know when he got nothing to do, he will log on to internet...keke... mmm...he is currently studying at school ba..i think so...wish him best of luck...when he exams coming, then sms him lor...

meanwhile, happy for my lao po cos she is being recognised my her superior..congrats to her...gonG xi gonG xi...haha....i am so HapPi for mY lao po..must work hard hard ok?

mm....mY malaysia friend is also having her examS next week..must wish her GooD lucK ...and takE caRe of yourself wor....see doctor so manI times, still noT reCover...pooR girl...hoPe to see you sOOn...in DEC...

gtg liAo....bb..going to take ExaMs...bb....

our s+oRy

day 18

our story started fast and ended fast...listening to tension "our story"...this is one of my fave song. i am happy that we are once in love before and we have try our best in this r/s... what is done cannot be undone...no use crying over the spilled milk. i have no regret knowing you or leaving you. i know the both of us are happy with the new life that god has given us. be it 2 years ago or 2 years later, i am happy that we are together and we have liking for each other. we have already tried..this is all that we can do for each other during r/s...2 years ago, we fell in love...2 years later, we fell in love again...thanks for everything that you have done. i know you have done enough. and i believe i have done enough as a gf too..everyday we have spent together, i will keep it in my heart. And i will always remember. all these are my gooD memories..it shall noT be deleted away till the day i die...now that we have grown into a better person,we shall not be stepping into the wrong direction anymore...we have awake and are leading our new life. no point turning back. i feel happy and appreciated as we have tried our best to salvage this r/s... just that we wanted each other to lead a better life....remember you telling me: { as a frd, i wants to see you happy, and i'll always care for you.} { you are too good to be with me....} { i dont want to drag you as i have no good prospects in the near future after my contract finish......}.........

this is our last conversation with each other...sad right? mmm....i have turn into a small and stronger woman. suddenly, listening to this song, then reminds me of my past....haiz...just now raining wor...and i am having flu..so jia lat....running nose sia....die die....must have plenty of rest as i have promise my pooh saying that i will try to sleep early wor...woo....going to rest soon...must jia you jia you...cannot say lose till the last minute...{ applies to everything....my exam lah, my flu lah, my love lah, my frds lah, my job lah....}....keke..what m i talking ?? xiao!!!!!!!!!!!!
bb

my Heart is feeling pain aGain.....GOSHS....

jusT now while chatting with my gf on msn, my heart is feeling very pain..what is happening to me....rememeber i used to have heart pain on 10/08/2004...i take half day mc to see doctor..."he" fetch me go see doctor...Remember doctor says i have to much stress liao..i also thinks so....too much things to worry about...about what to buy for my girlfriends' wedding dinner, when to work, when to go holiday and etc...so much things to do....horrible leh...headache...sickening....lucky i still have the medicine with me....going to consume them later on...noT forgetting i am having flu too..

just now go out with my lao po hor, keep sneezing leh...my lao po has to ask me whats wrong with me...mmm..still goT sore throat leh....this time falls sick liao...die die....i am feeling so weak....goiNg to faint anY timE....then go eat dinner with my lao po and her bf...haha..he fetch us go...keke...free tobang....

2nd topic

day 16

what am i doing today..mm...surfing internet whole day...jia lat...me so broke now...haiz...must earn big money ah..or else cannot go out. today's weather is hot and humid..cannot breathe..think i am going to catch a cold soon...mama is noT back home yet...papa is aT homE reading neWsapaper..he is cooking fish today...

mmm...what topic going to write today?mm....leT me see...ok, today the topic is on cars...
My wish is to have a caR of my own.mmm..i dont need a very big car...no need to drive fast...
mm....toyota corolla comes out in 2003. you can choose between 1.5 or 1.6 litres.ht is 1470mm, length is 4390mm and width is 1695mm.mm..kia is having promotion at taka from 15-17 oct. tomorow is the last day.wanted to aim kia picanto.1.1 litres oni.haha...price is from $42,999 leh...
no $, no talk ah... actually i wanted to have my dream CAr.....buT, i know i forever cannoT afford to buy my dream cAr. so, i'll be happy with i am able to buy kia or nissan march..small cAr will do...keke...my Car must be in black colour. Cos, it is one of mY fave, colour. KIA RINO cost about $46,999..

aS buzi..As a bee...

Day 15

b4 i start with anything, let me say sorry to hazel...i link your blog w/o your permission..juz want to say sorry to you 1st b4 you ask your puff to scold me, or we start to agure again. i sincerely sorry. thank you for leaving comments in my blog during september...i will keep it. =)

what have i been doing ever since i am single.....let me recall...crying, talking to myself, acting like an idoit, been sooo fake...trying to be happY?? i think so...because all my close classmates say once look at my face then they will know if i am happy or sad...so, it means that they can read me like an open book...didnt know that they keep observinG me..so pai seh...i am so sorry to my classmates. i let them down...wanted to say sorry to them for a long time liao...keep forgetting...

today, went out with my ex attachment friends..enjoying the quietness surrounding at the pub...its very cosy...feel very comfortable. have a lot of girls talk over there... i think i will go there again..can recommend my gfs go there...haha...dont play play...

i understand one thing now....no matter how long you and your parther been together, as long as there is a crack, there will always be a crack..you cannot mend it back..cos we are talking about reality..i have encounter so many of these cases, till my guy friend says when are you going to get out of this thingy? they know i am good in forgetting and forgiving them, so they always cant stand why am i so stupid...they can be very happily with their new parther, but deep inside, they do know that there is a crack deep inside this heart shape...it is not the same anymore.
just like what i always said:[ when you pour the water out of the pail, do you think you can bring back the water that you just pour? ] the answer is no...Unless you refill it...but, it is already defits its purpose..cos now the pail is fill with the refill water and not the water that you pour OUT!!!!!!!!! so, how bother lehz....haiz...

omg..its getting late..enough of my theory....see when to continue with my theory on lov and other topic....keke..good night everyone. [including hazel, though i m not familiar with you.]

ye zi.....

if winds blows ye zi, si ye zi drops by its own or the tree doesnt want ye zi... this is the question that i everytimes ponder myself...i am noT sure what i really wants....What should i do...Cry and Cry and no one will ever appreaciate it....ye zi is all alone by herself....ye zi lose her tree...noone to depend on...But, ye zi like to say thank you to the tree for givinG her so much good memories...What she cannoT finD froM otherS....

ye zi is stronG noW...she is takiNg heR exaMs 2 WeeKs from now....listening to the song "ye zi" now...nice nice.....oNe of my Fave songs....Glad that her friends stand by her side...Fuck those ppl whO disturb mE....oR perturb Me.....beTTer stay Away loR....i have my friends to bAck mE up ...haha...

p/s: likes to say thanks to my classmate for helping me with my blog.
likes to say take care to my frd who had a small accident on monday...likes to see your wave soon...
likes to wish all my friends good luck in whatever they do....love you!!!!!!!!!!!

huggies...**muacks**

topic of the day,FRIENDSHIP

this is my topic of the day=friendship. friendship is a very wonderful thing in everybody life...it is more important than boyfriend...

Everyone always tells their friends they'll be "Friends Forever,"but How Often does that last? You might be best friends one year,pretty good friends then next, don't talk often the next year,and don't want to talk the year after that!So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life,you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,I look up to you, respect you, and truely cherish you.Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them,and tell new friends you never will.Remember, everyone needs a friend.Someday you might feel like you have no friends at all,but just remember this and take comfort in knowingsomebody out there cares about you and always will.

love is...what lies beneath

yoz yoz...i like to start with youz 1st..dont know why..haha....wat is love? can it be eaten? well, i am still searching for that particular answer....Sometimes u may think there's alot of things going against u, bt no matter wat u still hav to go on! why in tis worldz there're ppl toying with others feeling? Its so difficult to mend the heart back pieces by pieces and its gonna tke a long long time too! So dear freds,pls do nt go around toying ppl feeling cos one day u gonna get it too! *Love Hurt* *Do true love really exist?* *No one can ans!* .

didi says me lips is very kissable wor...haha...i ask him noT to bull**** leh..haha...nonsense..didi like to bull**** with me and talk crap with me...and so, i talk crap and joke with him lor..cos nothing better to do mah...so joke along with him lor....

getting so broke...need to buy 3 dinner dress...me so broke liao..no $ ah....help mE ah.....broke broke...i still need to go Genting leh...

Not enough Sleep!!!!!!!!

mmm..wat should i write today...ywanz..oni sleep for 4 hrs..what the **** meh....so damn tired...remember me saying that i pity her cos she only has his body and not his heart....mm..to me, i still think it is lor..cos once a guy changes his heart before, his heart will not be the same any more...this is the fact and the truth....mm...just like when you pour the water out of the pail, do you think you can put the water back into the pail again? duhhhh...i dont think so.....haha...this is so damn true meh....write all this because i been reading my past blog and i think i never explain things clearly....

mm..just now sleep for half an hour..later need to go out again..already so broke liao.....mmmm....poor me....so damn broke...must go back work again..or else eat wind ah....haha..

mm...exams timetable is out...must jia you wor...keke....

woo..muz say thanks to didi wor..for accompany me last nite and worry about my safety...and he had to smoke and wait for me to get home before he go sleep...haha...poor didi..pai seh leh.....jie jie must sayang sayang you wor....keke...