past events - tots

maybe there are noone reading this dairy of mine anymore as i have not written for a long long time. busy with my work life - trying to handle staff's problems everyday..they too rely on HR dept..., busy with my love life - till now i still have some disagreement with my mr bf but disagreements are solved quickly, busy hanging out with my close friends - GC,JC,AY,ET,MN,EL,LH and lastly QF. these few are the most important friends in my life. well, i am not trying to say bad things about myself or bad omen fall upon me. i just wana say if there is anything happen to me, i hope i am able to see all my closest friends b4 i die..
sometimes, i am really tired..mentally tired. friends and especially colleagues everyday see me LOLZ at work...thinking i can solve every problem easily...thinking i do not have stress..thinking i have zero stress in my head. but what they didnt know is that i am super duper stress... stress till toilet only goes once or twice in a day. WTF. these few days i really feeling very sad. EL,LH,MN and QF are always there for me whenever i needed them...my emotion is really breaking down.. i didnt told my family members about it as i do not know how to tell them.. its so hard to control... lately, have been spenting quite alot on myself..bought some branded bags for myself - reward myself for working hard. am i silly to do that? haiz..wth..i dont really care.its my $ and i want to spent it. i know QF is very busy with his work and he has his own friends to go out with but he still try to make some time for me and accompany me.. xie xie ni.. i appreciate what you did. you show me how true friends really went all the way to help you. not to mentioned, my ex( i guess u know who u are) - thanks for lending your shoulder... i mean it...

thanks for all the help, my dear friends.

Good News?

These 2 days have been watching show online. the 1st show is 名侦探柯南SP怪盗基德的瞬间移动魔术 and the 2nd show is Harry Potter and the half blood prince preview. hoping it will comes out soon so that i can catch it when MR. BF comes back.

Good News~ i am starting work tomorrow lor.. YEAH!! funny thing is why should i be happy when there are lots of work at my desk. strange. >_<

Chicken Pox

Chicken pox can occur at any time, but occurs most often in March, April, and May in temperate climates. Chicken pox is a common infectious disease, caused by the varicella-zoster virus (right). It can spread by direct contact or inhalation of air droplets from an infected person's coughing or sneezing. - When i see this sentence, i really starts to think who is that stupid idoit who just recover from chicken pox and did not tell me. and now the virus has pass to me.. shit. Really want to curse that person.

Doctor has given me calamine lotion to be applied to the blisters to help dry them out and soothe the skin. Doctor also given me one box of Acyclovir tablets to eat. It is an anti-viral drug that may be used to treat chicken pox. In uncomplicated cases acyclovir taken 5 times a day has been shown to cause shorter periods of new lesion formation, fewer lesions, and more rapid healing but only if started within 24 to 48 hours of the onset of the rash. This box of tablets not cheap ok.. its costs me 106 bucks ok!!!

Have been light food and no oily food for me. Wonder if this helps as i am trying to slim down..haha

Past Event In Mar09

OMG! i really hate this month. Why? Cos i had chicken pox and high fever. and last night, i injure my toe. I didnt know its bleeds till i start to walk and the floor has one small pool of my blood! i really dont know whats wrong with me. So many unlucky things happen to me. I cant go to school to study. I cant go to work. But, lucky we have a web email to use and i can clear my office email @ home. Mr. Bf has been coming to my home to see me almost everyday to accompany me. I am grateful to him that he didnt abandon me as i am not sure if i will spread the virus to him. i didnt sit near hm and i never share food with him. So, hopefully i will not spread to him. i was wondering who spread the virus to me. out of sudden,this virus came and i was not even mentally prepare. I have so many undone job to be done. now i have to rest @ home and worried my undone job. Shit~

Enough grumble. Early week of March, asked Mr. Bf brng me go to Ginza Plaza to walk walk. Its been a long long time since i went there. There are a lot of changes. no more mcdoanld. No more KFC. No more taiwanese bubble tea shop. No more food court. Instead, Mcdoanld place was replace by Sakae sushi. KFC was replace by coffee bean. Bata shop is still at its own place. There are also some more new shops like - Dian Xiao Er,Starbucks,MOF,dental clinic,M1 shop,$10 baber shop (student $8) and etc. They have some small individual space for entrupeners to set up their business over there but i guess the responce is no good. Not much crowd. A lot of empty space. There are a lot of people comes in a family to eat at the restaurant and after that went off. They hardly even shop.

Went to Amara Silk Road Restaurant to eat on 06.03.09. The food was very nice. Btw, its only suitable for people who eat spicy.haha~ i promise myself i will go there again if i save money first.

Little javier loves taking photo with me..haha..He is so cute and yet sometimes,he is so naughty.. make me angry and boil...haha~

My Summary For Feb 2009

Gosh~ i cant imagine i am actually getting lazy and lazy to blog. Anyway, shall summarise it in point form on what i do during Feb 2009.

-Celebrate my Belated Birthday with Jun and Pei
-Receive a small valentine chocolate cake from Amara Hotel
-Celebrate Mum's Birthday
-Sourcing for P/T course to study
-Went to Sentosa Cafe Del Mar with Mr. Bf and friends
-Become "Sisiter" for my Bestie - Jun's wedding

My Birthday Celebration 1

finally it is Year 2009 and my birthday is coming. Celebrate Early birthday with Jamie,Eric, Gim chuan and Abby. Thanks for making out time to celebrate with me. =) Appreciate.

Got a M)phosis Dress from them. Photo is with abby. Waiting for her to load. Meanwhile,upload some photos that i took with abby and Jamie.

Jounal on past 2 weeks

my whole december was not very good. Sick and been flu for 1 month. sianz. plus stress over work. How i wish i can take a break. Away from all these nonsense.


Talking about nonsense. i really met a crazy woman in the MRT on 17 Dec 08. i feel like venting my anger on her cos she is way too much. the train is already very cramp and she still acts like a young lady. WTF. really pissed me off. still use fingernail to poke me lor. KNS sia.



Gathering with my god brother on 18 Dec 08. it was nice to catch up with him and another secondary school senior. his name is Andy. both of us cant recall if we had seen each other before during secondary school time. haha. We had dinner @ pub and we order some alcohol to drink.
lovesss chatting about the school life. Really FUN and happening


Fetch my parents to pray Tai shui on 08.12.08 and then we had lunch Tim sum @ Xin Fu Yin Chai. haha. 1st time eat. not bad but i find it TOO noisy... baby Javier is very curious about my shoe that he actually went to wear it. -_-!