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day 23

i am so tired...mc for 3 days...work two jobs...every day work till i fall sick and stills not yet recover..all my friends have been asking me why am i torturing myself...am i really torturing myself? mmm...i dont know...i just know i want to work. and i want to earn big money..jusT like the movie says : SHOW ME THE MONEY!!! every night sits shuttle bus and keep coughing..my colleagues asks me am i going to die..and i replies:" yes, dying sOOn..." this coughing have been with me for 2 weeks liao...so long...so sickening..yesterday at my workplace, i vomit..there is one customer asking me if i need help...and she asks me if i feels alright...although i feel pai seh, but i am glad there is someone cares for me..my shuttle bus uncle said to me:" you should not come to work despite there is not enough manpower.." i am soft-hearted mah..so they asks me go work, and i go work lor..

get my exam results liao...even though its not that good, but at least i pass...i mean i dont want to get long service award nor would i want to stay in school for another year....so sianz...it would be sad if i never get to graduate with my classmates..my relationships with them have improve a lot lor...and i wanted to keep this kind of friendship forever..