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mirror mirror on the wall, who is the fairnest of all?



**my christmaS prEsent given my friEnds**


this is moi sis and her husband.

i believe i can fLY. i believe i can touch the sKy... i believe i can help my school to do charity..i believe the people who suffer from tsunami will get over it, and hopefully have no nightmare. *aMen* caLLing all singaporeans and whole wide world people to pRay for the saftey of the people who lose their home, lose their relatives and lose their belongings... *amEN**

not going to couNtdoWn. asK papa fetch me home today.hee..cos i am a princess mah...too lazy to take public transport home wor...haha...today raining whole day. coLd weather sia...feeL like sleeping leH.

--rain rain go away, come again another day--
+dInneR timE+

i am sitting in the car 

CounTing doWn...

there are 229 people still missing..i am so sad...i wanted to crY. i pIty them...what should i do? whenever i sees the newspaper or the news, i see pictures of dead body and i feel so sad. my heart breaks.

i help out in my school for the tsunami donation. i find that it is by helping my school doing this, i am helping myself too.during this time, everyone is tryIng to lend a hanD. and noT sitting down there.my buddies and i also donate some cash to help them...

having half day tomorow. will be doing my last minute shopping tomorow. cos i need to wear it on sat. my classmate will be going orchard with me tomorow..yEah..so HappY. i am noT aloNe..lalala...

currently loves this blog of mine especially the cartoon and the song.it is so nice...just simply loves it.
==goIng to waTch caRtoon==

pLease pRay foR theM.

Dear diary,
please pray that all the missing people who are gone missing are being found and alive. i feel so sad when i know so many people have died. i am enjoying myself last night with my friends and family when my lao po sms me that there are 4000 people died in indonesia. why all this thing happens? is coming to the end of 2004 and suddenly all these things happen..my heart pains when i know all these disaster happens.pray for all of you. **aMen**

i am so tired today. shuhui said i have panda eyes..sob sob...i am so damn tired..doesnt want to go to school today.but, dosnt want to miss any lesson. so, just force myself go school lor.haiz. wanted to deposit money into my POSB account today. but, there are security guards gurading down there. they are taking out mony and tallying them. so no choice have to change another place to deposit. cos i die die also must deposit it by today.

== later do FYP ==

i HaTe MyseLf

why life is always so difficult on me wor? mm....i wisH i am a rich woman. i wish i coMe frOm a riCh famiLy. i wish & i wish....so manY wish to make and hOpe someone can heLp me fuLfill....haiZ....had to wait for my next pay on jaN. sO lonG. really haTe mYselF..if i didnt have skiN problem, i shOld be riCh liao wor. sPenT $200 bucks on sKin pRoblem.shIt..really hate myself for beening so strEss ouT and causing skin pRoblems.acne.shiT...stiLL waiting for that idoit GuY to return me moneY..i really neeD that. i have already asKed my friend to hunt him dowN..by hood oR bY cRook.i neEd to get back the amount of money.

receive a christmas caRd from my guy friend.so nice of him to send me every year. i am so touched and happy. so, i decided to sent him back one too...hopefully, still got enough time. today pretty tired. go to novena to do FYP with jAmiE...gosh...so hot and tired. askEd papa to fetcH me home after that.too tired to waLk..hee...treaT me like a princess...

++goinG to watCh caRtooN noW++

why i trusT peoPle so easily?

so SaD. why do i trust my friend so easily? he says he ganna court case due to speeding. and he is fine $1200. he did not have enough money to pay. so, i soft hearted and lent him some money lor.. and what did i get in the end? it turns out that his sim card is "HI" card. and i think he cancel his line liao. shit man!!!! what should i do? what should i do? can i cry? i am so sad. i trust him and i do respect him. what did i get in the end? no return. no money. i am so sad...i want to crY....

these few days in orchard area, there are a lot of people.it was so packed with people and vehicles. there is one incident while i was on my way to work. there is this family of 3. granny, mother and daughter. the daughter is so unhappy with the mother.she is so reluctant to carry the plastic bags with her.she shows her mother black face. and while on the outside of the bus, there is people singing christmas carol outside paragon.wow, it is so happening.everybody carry 3 to 5 paper bags with them. and me? nothing. just a white sling bag which i am carrying right now while i was on my way to work on 18/12/04. yujing and her bf went to mdm wong. i heard from my frds say there are quite a number of navy staff are a regular of mdm wong. slight fever, so didnt go mdm wong.hee..

++pls, i want to cRy. i wanT to crY.++

WaItIng foR you...

waiting for you..waiting for you...waiting for you...oo..i like this song a lot, a lot and i mean a LOT!!! its nice and its meaningful.i did not mean to do or say anything.its just that the lyrics are just so nice.i can listen to this song for the entire whole month if i want to.go home with jamie and my son today. when i reach cck, its raining.so sianz...forgot to bring umbrella out today. so, no choice but to called my dad to fetch me home.keke.ife is like a roller coaster.. for the past few months i have been really in my bad mood and there are so many damn shitty problems popping out.almost causing mY eXams faiL.but, goD bleSS me. i pAss aLL. though the resuLts are not that good. plaNNing tO go oUt wiTh mY daRlinG on this coming Sunday.yujing msn yesterday. telling me she will be goiNg dowN madam wOng tonighT wiTh "him"..i say ok. but i dont think i am working toNighT. coS tired lor. wanted to rest @ home. keke.i am Not trYing to avoid. coS there is NoThing to avoid. i am haPpY wiTh my life righT now.knoWing aLL my frds bY my side when i am in reaL shitty mooD.hopE they are happY and wish them happY.i knoW they arE happY. i have mini project, and 1 tutorial to do..and not forgetting mY fyP.sianz. now chatting with Xuan.he is goinG oUt to have dinner with his friends later. and me? @ home lor.keke.feel like sleeping now..weather is so damn good. NuS and nTu having holiday now. so, mY friends are working or slaCking at home now...haha...so good...i also want to have holiday ah...i never geT to enjoY my hoilday...sob soB.

gg back to scH abt 10 hrs later!!!

omg..sch reopens liao wor...omg..so excited..hee..anyway, enjoying myself today. going out with my two lao pos...we went shopping for bras, dress, necklace and shawl. wow...we are so damn rich sia..haha...we also went to my friend's shop which is located @ far east plaza level 4. she is going to hong kong on 20/12/04 to do her shopping for her shop. she will be back on 24/12/04. and also she will not be opening her shop on 25/12/04...wow..she is so busy like a bee...which is just like me...haha..i am so busy too...haven even pack my bag for school reopens tomorow...slack and nuai @ home too long liao.my guy friend was telling me that police likes to catch people driving with honda civic...cos it is a ah beng car..haha...wow...the best so far is toyota...my friend has been driving for so long...and he use to mix with the "orchard dutang" people..its mean he use to mix with the people who speed in orchard area. mmm..i wanted to buy nissan march but he stops me...he says no good. ai ya..so troublesome sia..thats what i told him..hee...my dinner for today is nYdC..the service and the food there is not very fantastic leh...mm...next time dont go there liao..

==going to sleep soon==

so DamN tiReD

omg.i am so freaky tired. early in the morning @ 8am, my gf sms me telling me that the chinese movie that she watched yesterday is very nice.omg.then no choice but to reply her sms lor. that chinese movie main actor is andy lau. then after that, my didi also sms me.ai yo, why everytime when i am sleeping, so many people come and find me.so tired wor. wake up @ 11am.called my grandma. i told her i bring her go chinatown shop shop for a while lor..cos my mama not free for the next few weeks. meet my didi @ 12.40pm @ yew tee mrt station.after passing my things, i took bus 307 to my grandma home.have my luch over there before proceeding to chinatown. shop till 3.30pm before i called it quit.cos the sky is turning grey and i need to have some rest before i head for work @ night.on my way home, saw my neighbour.haha....do you know what is our conversation? its about school life, dogs and working life...so long never seen him in the neighbourhood liao..my guy friend sms me just now.telling me he just came back from thailand not long ago. and he bought me a gift from thailand. wow...i am so shocked and surprised. i am also very touched too...so, i think maybe next week will be meeting him and then take my gift..hee..

==going to have my dinner soon==

goIng back to school soon...

mmm...day 9 liao...i am quiting my nite job. and i am going back to school liao..miss my classmate. today meet jamie go back to school do my FYP project...we went to foodcourt 3 to have our lunch 1st, after that went to SALC to do our typing...but too bad, the whole lab is being book..so, we went to library to do our typing instead.after finsih typing, what follow next is to find some books to back up our FYP project..some extra information to include in our project..cos our 2nd draft is going to due soon.and we have not even finsh doing it..too slack liao wor...my son last night called me. he told me he got 3 module same class as me. omg...i am so happy to see him again...so long never same class as him liao wor. even though saw him last 2 weeks @ sentosa...hee....oo...and btw, saw yujing @ my working place. we are friends for about 3 years? mm...not very sure actually. get to know her through my ITE friend.surprise to see her. but i am glad she and her gf enjoy thmeselves last night...the music was good.

granny comes to my home

i am so tired..my granny called me at 9am...wow,she is coming to my home..she is buying breakfast for me.haha...so, after putting down the phone, i went back to sleep till she reaches my home.i am still sick till now..dont know whether should i report for work today a not..maybe later go see doctor and see what doctor says first..now granny is siting in the living room talking to me..haha..i on some oldies music for her to listen so that she is not so bored @ my home.
this whole week, i am so freaky busy...whole week not @ home... tomorow go out with my granny, mama and uncle. after that go to work...phew...no time to rest leh..i am a robot..

starting fresh new me. turning a new leaf. this is going to be my new year wish and also my brithday wish..

wanTed tO sleeP moRe

yawnzzZZzz...so tired..this mrning, there are so many sms from my two hp...i was sleeping then..mmm...the time is about 10.30am...i wake up and reply every of the sms..mmm..my frd whom i just know called me a PIG...because i am still sleeping...he wanted to go out with me or have a lunch with me...but, just too bad..i am so damn tired...wanted to be sleeping beauty and sleep forever..haha...slept @ 5.30am this morning...my colleague treat me eat whipped potato that she bought from 7-11..wow, it was so delicious meh...specially after 7 hrs of working non-stop...went to limbang shopping centre (ntuc) do some shopping...haha...bought eggs, canned food, biscuits, snacks, tissues papers, and fruit juice. and then went to 7-11 buy a magazine..it was raining just now..carrying so many things on my hands...it was so heavy till i have to walk faster back to my block sia...help my father pack his cupboard @ 7pm...but still got somemore haven pack lah..cos too much things to pack liao...

==watch jacky's wu later==

My LiFe will go on....

5 th day of december liao and i am still sick...my gf asks me why i am still sick...well, maybe due to my lack of sleep ba...working two jobs very tiring....try to take some leave liao...so tired..going to school re-opens liao...miss my classmates so much, even though we have met up regularly lah. but then i just miss the school life where we can chat together and eat together.somemore the food is cheap.out side food is so expensive meh.

dont know what is wrong with my chatterbox...dont care lah...see which of my friend is willing to help me solve this problem cos i am a computer idoit..haha...

going to work tonight..haiz..long hours of standing again...legs are super tired...

==goinG to cOOk lunch now==