Chapter 57 : Go Away

30th May 2005

my boss bought for me two necklaces and one green top. Green is the "in" colour now.. =p feeling cold today. Not sure if i am going to catch a feVer. touch wood lah.. ask sB to sent me some mp3 songs. its very nice of her. thank you very much! xiao di went to look for me after his school. hee..went to shop with me for 20mins before i procced home. bought Noodle back home from Lot 1. share with Mummy cos i couldnt finish it all by myself.

saw karine and elaine today. =)

my transportation costs is going to expensive sia..cos July Bus fare is going to increase prices..


29th May 2005

cough and cough till i cannot stand it..went to eat cough medicine which will cause drowsiness..taken 10mls...haiz...soon, i will be feeling tired. went to meet dear..fell asleep after that. sister and mummy went shopping without me.. *sob sob* neglect me sia.keke. anyway, these few days keep buy things when i haven even get my pay yet!!!! its so horrible!!!!

Chapter 56: Summary

28th May 2005

today is the 1st weekend of Great Singapore Sale. i was stuck in the traffic jam for more than 15mins. kinda piss me off as i am goIng tO laTe for work alreadY. FEP opens 16 new shops at level 3. The floor area of one unit is 150 sqm and the cost is quite expensive. Keep coughing and coughing till my thoart very pains...Gosh, how i wish i can die straight away....dear n i have a small misunderstanding today.But, we still solve it and be happy again.

27th May 2005

Went sHopping with Jun today...sPent too much le...then there was this incident that i wanted to share with everyone..jun and i went into this Thai restaurant. i order soup, kai lan, Hotplate beancurd and 2 plain rice. after waited for half an hour, i was told they run out of plain rice. so angry with them. while waiting for my rice and other food to come, we drank soup 1st. after another 10 mins passed by, i was told that the beancurd has run out of stock...F*** lor. decided to change to hotplate chicken instead. then another 10mins has passed, our rice is finally here BUT...we were told that they have RUN OUT OF KAI LAN!!!!! it is really not our day meh...didnt pay for the soup that we drank cos i dont think they deserve it...imagine we did complain to the sUpervisor and the manager lor but still no use..how can this kind of thing happen in Orchard road? fUnni loR...canNot believe iT LoR. haiz..then decided to go sHop sHop 1st b4 all the shop in Far East Closes for the daY...headed towards cine to have our late DinneR..

Chapter 55: MisUnderStood aGain

-sB, i am not sure if you ever read this. but, i just want to let you know that the past is the past. let bygones be bygones. not only you have honda civic car, other people also have this car. so, i am not refering that you car is an ah beng car. haiz. i believe that you understand what i mean right? As for making friend with you is not trying to act innocent in front of you, cos thats not me. i dont like to act and even if i want to act, this matter is so small...so why fake myself in front of you? it will not benefit me de. Please believe me lor. i like making friends, i rather have more friends than have more enemies.



sometimes, really find it hard to be a normal person. everynow and then have to explain everything...sick sick.. sore throat...arHHHHHHHHHH.....idoit...suCks sia...tasteless when i eat my fave food..mMMmmm...

came back home with my dear. tired...despite just went out for 4 hours only..haha...prephas i am old le. cannot travel for too long.

- My darlings men, please do take care...always remember to tell me when you have problem ok? i try my best to be there de. Love Ya!!!



20/05/05

Went to School to collect my BCSS cert...lucky i pass wor..

Chapter 54:= = =

gOsh.....sO tired. Now the time is 11.10Pm..Raining whole day...Going to sLeep sOOn.my dear went to sleep at 10.30pm.

PLEASE SUPPORT CHANNEL U'S SUPERSTAR - LIANG WEI QIANG!!!!!

16th May 2005

Nothing Special. Eric is off today. And i have to report to work. haiZ..Bored. My boss didnt like Bai Wei Xiu...keke.

15th May 2005

Went out with Mie and Ah Wang to Bugis. saw bai wei Xiu....wanted to take photo with her but rejected...so angry and pissed off..Cos in the first place, she did promise us that she will take photos with us...kind of cheated my feeling..and was pretty sad...

Well, i do like her and i think she is pretty..but then what she did cannot be forgiven...haiz..my Idol do this to me leh...sad sad..

meeting my dear after that..and then he sent me home. =D

Chapter 53: ---

now the time is 2.20am. and i am still awake. what am i doing..well, insomia again.haiz.weather is so damn hot and my working place is so cold. And in the end,i catch a flu..have running nose right now..

i decided to stop answering questions on my school life...sianz le.

recently really nothing better to do, i can even read chinese newspaper and 8 days during office working..clever right? everybody wondering why am i so relax..

while working, heard a lot of gossips from my friend..shock me sia. didnt realise that there are still some old ah bengs around..get to know one rich tai tai recently.learnt a lot from her and how i wished i am her god daughter..haha.

my dear go to sleep le..leaving me alone. haiz. =(

congrats to ah chuan for founding your full time job!!

conGrats to Mr S for entering Superstar 3rd Round!!

Chapter 52: miss u like crazy

My dear is going overseas for work purpose..gonna miss him soon..Hope you are back into my arms again...work whole day till tired...* yawnz *

~*~watch cartoon now ~*~

Chapter 51: dilemma

Right Now, working as a part time staff for my friend...luckily no need to wake up early...keke..been spending time with my dear. cos i need him by my side...feeling sad these few days.

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10th May 2005

i am in a battle right now and was in a losing end...i know you guys will find out one day what happen to me right? haiz...not i dont want to say or should i say: i hate to lie and i dont wish to talk about it anymore. i resign my fate. and i have to accept it..

i am getting tired le. Dont want this thing to repeat once more.

yi yan nan zing...jiu ran shi jian cong dang yi jie ba...

To whoever you are, please do not blame me ok? sorry..i am sorry..

][ Miss E, tag me if you see this ok? ][

sorry to dissappoint you...

Chapter 50 : betrayal

How can a relationship b/w 2 person turn stale?.. i was observing this 2 other good frns of mine.. i was juz wondering how or wat can make the relationship b/w these 2 people fail.. lies? betrayal? but what actuali lead to either of them resort to cruel actions like that?? wat made them turn their back against u at the snap of ur fingers? jealousy? pretence??? these are juz some question that i cant seem to get an answer.. toughie eh?

Actually, it do applies to friendship too..people whom u call them ur BUDDIES. whom u address them as BLOOD.. y do things like that actuali happen... ?? i'm always amazed wif people.. how they quickly react when confronted.. how they manage to squeeze their way out when exposed.. UNLESS being forced to a corner where u cant run.. sigh.. isnt it juz tiring .....

It is so horrible...getting tired of all these nonsense. wanted to give up and heck care already. come on, we are all grown ups...why are they still so CHILDISH?? are there really no more forgive and forget??

There is this guy who can lies through eyes...very clever. even when he is caught red-handed, he still defend himself by saying he never do it...do guys really prefer their ex gfs? if thats the case, why keep going forward and have new relationship when you still prefer the old...F*** right??

Was pretty perturbed by this matter...

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Chapter 49: ***

2nd May 2005, Monday

If a picture paints a thousand words, Then why can't I paint you?
If a face could launch a thousand ships, Then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you, You're all that's left me too.
And when my love for life is running dry, You come and pour yourself on me.
If a man could be two places at one time, I'd be with you.
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die, I'd spend the end with you.
And when the world was through, Then one by one the stars would all go out, Then you and I would simply fly away.

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ConGrats to Mr S and Mr B for entering the 1st interview Of Channel U's SuperStar!!!
they aRe goIng for their 2nd interview le..Jia You Jia You!!!

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i am so happy today...well, its nothing to be happy about even though its juz a small matter only..i get two presents from my bf today..keke..thanks, dear. =) went to cash convertor today..sell away my korean Vcds..i was thinking putting at home also no use..the korea Vcds putting at my home for a few years le.so mani dust sia. Getting on my nerves if i dont dump it all away...

Jamie's bf bought for her n6260...its kinda heavy and bulky...i dont really like the keypad...gosh, everybody is changing hp...i also want to change.But no Money...