twinkle twinkle little sTaR...

past events - tots

2010-02-06T23:26:00.003+08:00

maybe there are noone reading this dairy of mine anymore as i have not written for a long long time. busy with my work life - trying to handle staff's problems everyday..they too rely on HR dept..., busy with my love life - till now i still have some disagreement with my mr bf but disagreements are solved quickly, busy hanging out with my close friends - GC,JC,AY,ET,MN,EL,LH and lastly QF. these few are the most important friends in my life. well, i am not trying to say bad things about myself or bad omen fall upon me. i just wana say if there is anything happen to me, i hope i am able to see all my closest friends b4 i die..
sometimes, i am really tired..mentally tired. friends and especially colleagues everyday see me LOLZ at work...thinking i can solve every problem easily...thinking i do not have stress..thinking i have zero stress in my head. but what they didnt know is that i am super duper stress... stress till toilet only goes once or twice in a day. WTF. these few days i really feeling very sad. EL,LH,MN and QF are always there for me whenever i needed them...my emotion is really breaking down.. i didnt told my family members about it as i do not know how to tell them.. its so hard to control... lately, have been spenting quite alot on myself..bought some branded bags for myself - reward myself for working hard. am i silly to do that? haiz..wth..i dont really care.its my $ and i want to spent it. i know QF is very busy with his work and he has his own friends to go out with but he still try to make some time for me and accompany me.. xie xie ni.. i appreciate what you did. you show me how true friends really went all the way to help you. not to mentioned, my ex( i guess u know who u are) - thanks for lending your shoulder... i mean it...

thanks for all the help, my dear friends.

Good News?

2009-04-12T21:57:00.003+08:00

These 2 days have been watching show online. the 1st show is 名侦探柯南SP怪盗基德的瞬间移动魔术 and the 2nd show is Harry Potter and the half blood prince preview. hoping it will comes out soon so that i can catch it when MR. BF comes back.

Good News~ i am starting work tomorrow lor.. YEAH!! funny thing is why should i be happy when there are lots of work at my desk. strange. >_<

Chicken Pox

2009-04-03T13:40:00.003+08:00

Chicken pox can occur at any time, but occurs most often in March, April, and May in temperate climates. Chicken pox is a common infectious disease, caused by the varicella-zoster virus (right). It can spread by direct contact or inhalation of air droplets from an infected person's coughing or sneezing. - When i see this sentence, i really starts to think who is that stupid idoit who just recover from chicken pox and did not tell me. and now the virus has pass to me.. shit. Really want to curse that person.

Doctor has given me calamine lotion to be applied to the blisters to help dry them out and soothe the skin. Doctor also given me one box of Acyclovir tablets to eat. It is an anti-viral drug that may be used to treat chicken pox. In uncomplicated cases acyclovir taken 5 times a day has been shown to cause shorter periods of new lesion formation, fewer lesions, and more rapid healing but only if started within 24 to 48 hours of the onset of the rash. This box of tablets not cheap ok.. its costs me 106 bucks ok!!!

Have been light food and no oily food for me. Wonder if this helps as i am trying to slim down..haha

Past Event In Mar09

2009-03-31T10:00:00.004+08:00

OMG! i really hate this month. Why? Cos i had chicken pox and high fever. and last night, i injure my toe. I didnt know its bleeds till i start to walk and the floor has one small pool of my blood! i really dont know whats wrong with me. So many unlucky things happen to me. I cant go to school to study. I cant go to work. But, lucky we have a web email to use and i can clear my office email @ home. Mr. Bf has been coming to my home to see me almost everyday to accompany me. I am grateful to him that he didnt abandon me as i am not sure if i will spread the virus to him. i didnt sit near hm and i never share food with him. So, hopefully i will not spread to him. i was wondering who spread the virus to me. out of sudden,this virus came and i was not even mentally prepare. I have so many undone job to be done. now i have to rest @ home and worried my undone job. Shit~

Enough grumble. Early week of March, asked Mr. Bf brng me go to Ginza Plaza to walk walk. Its been a long long time since i went there. There are a lot of changes. no more mcdoanld. No more KFC. No more taiwanese bubble tea shop. No more food court. Instead, Mcdoanld place was replace by Sakae sushi. KFC was replace by coffee bean. Bata shop is still at its own place. There are also some more new shops like - Dian Xiao Er,Starbucks,MOF,dental clinic,M1 shop,$10 baber shop (student $8) and etc. They have some small individual space for entrupeners to set up their business over there but i guess the responce is no good. Not much crowd. A lot of empty space. There are a lot of people comes in a family to eat at the restaurant and after that went off. They hardly even shop.

Went to Amara Silk Road Restaurant to eat on 06.03.09. The food was very nice. Btw, its only suitable for people who eat spicy.haha~ i promise myself i will go there again if i save money first.

Little javier loves taking photo with me..haha..He is so cute and yet sometimes,he is so naughty.. make me angry and boil...haha~

My Summary For Feb 2009

2009-03-28T14:11:00.003+08:00

Gosh~ i cant imagine i am actually getting lazy and lazy to blog. Anyway, shall summarise it in point form on what i do during Feb 2009.

-Celebrate my Belated Birthday with Jun and Pei
-Receive a small valentine chocolate cake from Amara Hotel
-Celebrate Mum's Birthday
-Sourcing for P/T course to study
-Went to Sentosa Cafe Del Mar with Mr. Bf and friends
-Become "Sisiter" for my Bestie - Jun's wedding

My Birthday Celebration 1

2009-01-21T21:47:00.005+08:00

finally it is Year 2009 and my birthday is coming. Celebrate Early birthday with Jamie,Eric, Gim chuan and Abby. Thanks for making out time to celebrate with me. =) Appreciate.

Got a M)phosis Dress from them. Photo is with abby. Waiting for her to load. Meanwhile,upload some photos that i took with abby and Jamie.

Jounal on past 2 weeks

2008-12-24T00:03:00.008+08:00

my whole december was not very good. Sick and been flu for 1 month. sianz. plus stress over work. How i wish i can take a break. Away from all these nonsense.

Talking about nonsense. i really met a crazy woman in the MRT on 17 Dec 08. i feel like venting my anger on her cos she is way too much. the train is already very cramp and she still acts like a young lady. WTF. really pissed me off. still use fingernail to poke me lor. KNS sia.

Gathering with my god brother on 18 Dec 08. it was nice to catch up with him and another secondary school senior. his name is Andy. both of us cant recall if we had seen each other before during secondary school time. haha. We had dinner @ pub and we order some alcohol to drink.
lovesss chatting about the school life. Really FUN and happening

Fetch my parents to pray Tai shui on 08.12.08 and then we had lunch Tim sum @ Xin Fu Yin Chai. haha. 1st time eat. not bad but i find it TOO noisy... baby Javier is very curious about my shoe that he actually went to wear it. -_-!

Entries 11.12.08

2008-12-11T21:09:00.004+08:00

Was very angry with something that i called QF and vent my anger on him..haha.poor him. always have to listen to my craps/nonsenses.. BUT, i guess he is used to it already.

Chistmas is around the corner. My D&D is also around the corner. Mr. L 's wedding also around the corner.. broke broke broke. realise my wallet going to burn a big hole.

Saw Jesline @ Amara yesterday. Forever so thin..=) yesterday time passes very slow. and feels so sleepy after lunch. Regreted not buying coffee bean. Went to help Mr. Bf change SG to RM yesterday Exchange rate is 2.39.

gtg...tired.

-Sudden Goodbye 25.11.08-

2008-11-26T23:18:00.002+08:00

-a Bright Morning.
-Shocking call.
-a tearful morning.
-solemn expressions.
-a twist of emotions.

"when a kin passes on; it is often perceived as the end of a life’s journey. however, we realise it is a beginning of the next chapter for the family."

M.I.A

2008-11-13T23:04:00.003+08:00

have been working late recently.. didnt have time to watch TV @ home and blog. haiz~ nowadays, money is very hard to earn.. but, i still manage to spent quite on diamond and branded bags and caps. =D

Bought a diamond necklace cost $1000++ and BEBE cap for myself. Going to be bankrupt soon le..haha. Mr. Bf is not really happy as i spend so much in a month.. i keep giving excuses that my birthday is coming. So, i wanted to pamper myself.

BTW, looking @ YEAR 2009 Calender then i realise that my birthday falls on CNY DAY 1. WTH~ can all of you guys out there celebrate early for me? =p

-He-

2008-10-31T21:20:00.003+08:00

we had a talk few days ago.. everything have changed.. including us.. we are no longer like before. People do grow up and look towards the future. No one like to look back to the past. Treats it @ a beautiful memories. We can only talk about work and nothing more. He was kinda disappointed and angry with me. Haiz~ i have already apologzie. What more do you want? In the end, the problem nv solve and we just let this matter hanging in the air..

11 October 2008 Update

2008-10-12T12:04:00.002+08:00

my life has been revolves travelling overseas,Mr. Bf, work and some friends thats all. i have so less time for myself.. my room was in a mess and no time to pack. Once every 2 weeks weekend went out till 3am plus. Feeling busy everyday, able to fall asleep immediately once i hit the bed.

went to celebrate GC's belated birthday yesterday at Suntec KBox with Jamie,Joseph,Eric,Abby and not forgetting the Birthday Boy. Jamie and Joseph went off at 7pm as they have other programs. The rest of us sang till 8.10pm before proceeding down to congress to have steamboat for our dinner. We manage to took some photos before we left KBox.

Back from Holiday

2008-10-07T22:30:00.003+08:00

woo..was back from my 2nd holiday in a month.. Just came back from my KL trip with friends and Mr Bf. i can say we enjoy ourselves but tired..haha. i bought the most things. which is as usual..haha. i am SHOPPING QUEEN! went to all the shopping center in KL.and took some photos too. will load into my multiply during this weekend.

woo, finally able to get QF le.haha. finally picked up my call during lunch time. MIA from me 3 weeks meh.. WTH.

was very busy working today. you can imgine that i didnt have time to go to the toilet.
My colleague have to asked me @ 12pm: "are you very busy today?" i replied"Yeah!" she said"no wonder lah, urine so loud!!" haha... imgine that was my 1st trip to toilet.. -_-!! OT till 7.30pm before Mr Bf come and picked me up and then we have chicken rice for our dinner with GF and his new girl. haha.. looks very young lor. wonder how old is she...

He is working late today.. wonder work till what time...

- This week -

2008-10-03T20:13:00.002+08:00

QF suddenly MIA from me since 21 Sep08..didnt know what is wrong.. called so many times and sms so many times.. Just didnt picked up or reply me back..what does it means?? avoiding me right?? What did i do wrong now?

Went to Vivo during lunch time and had Marche with him. =) so happy that he is able to have lunch with me today.. at least he tries to find some time to have lunch with me. *feels contented* after that, he drove me back to work before he heads back to vivo to buy things.

After work, Mr. Bf drives me back home from CCK Mrt.

woo..i just came back from buiness trip 2 days ago..Went HK with my bosses and colleagues. it was a tiring day for us.. Worked from 8.30am till 7pm.. Gosh~ Damn tired. Bought everyone a gift and my luggage was so full till i have to force it to close so that i can locked it.. haha...

sick.

2008-09-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

Sick @ 3pm yesterday noon. Didnt eat last night. skip my dinner. Took Mrt with JUN cos i need to pass her bag from PG Mall.

Talk to QF for 45mins before he suddenly snooze!! urrghh.. Best sia!

Nth much to comment or talk. Will upload some pictures in a few days time ba.

Contented Gal?

2008-09-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

didn't talk to QF recently cos dont know what to talk to him. Well,he didn't contacted me too. i guess ever since that incident ba. Haiz,what can the both of us say? But one thing for sure is that we are still friends. Just that he will not sms me that often anymore. When he told me that we can still sms each other, i guess he is trying to avoid me already. Nevertheless, i buy his story and believe him. What else can i do if i have doubts about him again? i can't do anything AT ALL.

Met up with "Him" recently and i was like a news reporter updating all the recent news to him. haha. Maybe bcos he doesn't read newspaper. He was very nice to pick me up from bugis from his home so that i don't need to take bus home. Mind you - my bus journey back home is 45mins to 1hour!! that's why i am glad that he came to pick me up. =D

Anyway, talking about my dear. i hope i can put my expectations at the lowest & i'll happier anytime..& i hope all the good & calm tides will remain as it is.. so much happier & contented this way..

Why you dont believe what i say..

2008-09-10T19:35:00.002+08:00

These few days, i have been hearing guys telling me this sentence over and over again.."why you dont believe in what i said"..

Well, it's not a matter of whether i believe a not. It's just that you have tell me too much white lies till i so sick and tired of hearing what you said. I am not a 3 year old kid nor a young girl who just step into a relationship.. Believe it a not, when you do something wrong, don't let me discover it. And when i discover it, you will sure regret in what you said earlier on and what you do earlier on.

I simply can't understand why you can't be honest with me. I am not your girlfriend. I am just your friend. So, what so difficult in opening your mouth and tell me? You have truly disturb my life right now. I hate the current you right now. Stop acting innocent in front of me! Your action is just a silly act to me.

-爱过恨过哭过也笑过 -

Memories

2008-09-08T21:06:00.005+08:00

didnt know time passes real fast as now is september already. Soon, it will be christmas soon.. busy with lot of things recently. and also been to some new places. Went to FLY with mich. Was abandon by someone. Was so pissed that night. Nevertheless, we went to River Valley to eat Roti Prata and drink Milo dinosaur.

Went to mount faber with QF and Vanessa to breathe some fresh air as i feel i was kinda stress out in a lot of things.. haiz.. didnt sms him for a long time so i picked the courage and sms him and asked how is he.. didnt expect him to reply my sms so fast. Also, catch up with my "mother" whom i didnt contact for a few months. we can actually sit @ Ding Tai Feng chat for a long time..haha. the waitress keep topping up the tea for us. Stupid QF everytime no time for me de.haha. But @ least he accompany me the other night for a nice chit chat @ West Coast Mcdonald. Misses the fun and chit chat.. didnt know we can actually chat for so long ever since we lost contact 3 years ago.. Was chatting with QF on the phone right now.. he keep irrating me lor..shit him meh.. urrghh...btw, i was saying i am "Cute" and that stupid QF says he is "骄小伶龙". haha..so funny.. feels like vomiting meh. I told him i will post this sentence into my blog... =p

My Miss Judy put me aeroplane hor..suppose to meet me for dinner and la kopi session but she gone MIA sia..*naughty girl* finding excuse not to go out with me right? Lucky my Darling Pei come down and accompany yesterday for la kopi and Shopping session. QF was @ Wisma last night. Suppose to meet him for a while but he was tired so in the end, he chat with me on the phone till i reaches home. =)

Tomorow i will be meeting another darling of mine..pray hard that she dont put me aeroplane hor..or i really get pissed off liao wor. =(

Song that i am hearing now..

2008-09-01T22:25:00.000+08:00

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby
I'm trying Boy
I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

- Status Update-

2008-08-24T22:23:00.003+08:00

mm.. was on AL on 18.08.08. meet up with my darlings PEI and JUN. had a enjoyable day with them.. inform him and QF that i was on leave. he was saying why i so good and blar blar blar..

Jun's husband sent me home after a whole day shopping spree. QF asked me if i want to join them @ KTV pub..i reject as i need to work tomorow. somemore, my leg was tired.

19.08.08
Wen to watch Money Not Enough 2 with dear, GF,YN and Jane @ Lot 1.

23.08.08
didnt meet dear today as i wanted to go out with my friend. So, i went out @ 8.30pm to orchard and meet my friend. My 1st destination is M)phosis SALE.. haha.. bought a pair of red shoe and a top. Total damage are $44+. After that, we headed down to Crystal Jade Kitchen to had our dinner. After Dinner, we went to Cathy Cine to buy movie tickets. We watch Death Race. The movie was not bad. Worth watching.. [i think you wont fall aslp de] Since our show started @ 11.55pm, we decided to have some coffee @ TCC. After that, we headed back to Cine to watch the movie. By the time we watch finish the show, i guess it is around 2.30am?? Forget the time already as we went to Coffee Club after the show. Dear come and pick me up @ 3.30am and my friend took NR3 home.

八月十日

2008-08-13T22:19:00.008+08:00

we celebrated abby's birthday @ Orchard Cine Kbox. Suppose to meet up @ 4pm but GC changes time to 5pm. i thought of going there early but not as 1/2hr early. took the bus from dar's home @ 4.10pm..and got a shock when i reach FEP @ 4.30pm!! quickly called up GC and was told he is still @ tampines. So, i drag myslef walking myself aimlessly @ the clothes and shoes. Nothing fancy me as that day was my 1st day menses.. pain like hell...

when the clock strike 5pm, i called eric. was told he is still on his way!! urghhhh...GC also lor.. he is still @ tampines at the time of 5pm...*faintz* the organiser late lor!! Jamie also late cos she was celebrating her grandfather's earlier... in the end, eric reaches orchard MRt at 5.20pm. Abby reaches 5.10pm. GC and Jamie reaches at 5.45pm..*Gosh* Eric was saying when i late, they come early. when i early, they late.. win le lor...

anyway,enjoy the company with them...miss them so much.. we hardly meet nowadays.. now waiting for abby to load the pictures.

八月八日

2008-08-12T21:03:00.003+08:00

那天是八月八日。我转sms给他和其他朋友以及亲戚。没想到，他转sms 给我，让我好异外。他说：“我要去泰国了。下个星期回来。祝你国庆日快乐和工作愉快”。

纳闷

2008-07-31T23:03:00.002+08:00

In relationships, We quarrel.
But why do we have to quarrel
When we have to coax another party after that?
Quarreling may foster relationship
But it can make it strained too..

- 回忆 -

2008-07-29T22:30:00.004+08:00

想起你我相爱的时侯

想起只能在电话里头

我真的好伤悲好难受
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星期六- Works from 9am to 6pm. Suppose to meet QF for dinner but he is tired and a bit sick. And me? also tired. So,called up Dar to pick me up from workplace. Home sweet home and then ate dinner at dar's place. Watch news till 10.30pm before i fell asleep. Dar received a call from GF and he come and drive us to Mustafa at 12am SHARP. sms QF and got to know he is outside slacking sia.. -_-!! We shop @ Mustafa till 4.30am before we heads down to Whampoa Mcdonald for breakfast. Reaches home at 6am.. *yawnz* Tired. That stupid QF still outside slacking lor. he is a robot meh..no need to sleep de.

星期日- Slack @ Dar's home. Dar's computer gana virus. So, we headed down to Sim lim Square @ 5pm with YN too. Buy all the computer parts and load the parts took us 3hrs..URghh... so long sia. Reaches Orchard OG at 8.45pm and wait for Jane to finish work @ 9.30pm. then we went to Bukit Panjang Plaza to eat mcdonald. YN gives me the free mcdonald cup. *happy me* Reaches home @ 11.30pm.. Tired..Tired..

Trying My Best

2008-07-28T07:39:00.001+08:00

i am trying my best not to sms him.. trying my best not thinking of him..i have not sms him for 2 days already..a good sign ma?

好想哭。。

2008-07-21T19:18:00.003+08:00

我不知道我该怎么做。。我好累。。我的心好痛好痛。。我是该知足。可是，我的满脑都是他。。他说：“那些都过去了。都不重要了。”

头好晕好晕。。。

烦

2008-07-15T21:37:00.002+08:00

有一点烦。。害我病倒了。

Mixed Feelings..

2008-07-13T22:54:00.002+08:00

i said - i am a bad girl... i shouldnt have such feelings..

he said - is all the past already. we should not mentioned it anymore. i can only say sorry to you. We are still friends right?

哭了。。

2008-07-02T23:00:00.002+08:00

还记得Brunei阿兵哥去死吗？我看了他的女朋友的Blog...好伤心。。好心疼。。好心酸。。命运真会捉弄人。。读着就哭了。。。

摩天轮

2008-06-30T23:26:00.004+08:00

我爱摩天轮。去到哪个地方都要去坐。那天，我和男友一起去。好开心。

- Update Status -

2008-06-30T23:06:00.004+08:00

Busy ordering clothes from Taiwan that makes me less blog. Also because i have been watching TW Dvds which i borrow from my colleague. Thanks to her that i dont even bother to go out on weekend.

Charlene's birthday is today. sms her happy birthday in the morning. =) May your dreams come true..

Meet up with Abby during Saturday. So long never meet her already. She is having Sore Throat. Hope she is well by now. =) we had lunch @ Bukit Panjang Food Court.

Bought a birthday cake for mich on 24 June 2008 as it was her birthday. =) also i sang her a happy birthday song too.

Not forgetting, Angie which is my colleague also birthday on 22nd June 2008. She took leave on 23rd June 2008 to enjoy her birthday. So, our boss treat her eat Raman Thai. Thanks to her that we got to enjoy too! =D

oo..ya..almost forget that Pei's birthday is on 19th June 2008. Wishes her happy birthday and also Jun and i had a early celebration for her already.

Finally went Kbox on 1st June 2008 with sis and Galven. i have not sing K for a while already..

Took some photos for the past few months...shall upload some over here..

MRT service disrupted

2008-04-07T21:43:00.002+08:00

mm..Mrt service was distrupted today @ 8am... as usual, was walking up to the choa chu kang Xchange when a heard a loud hond from the MRT...didnt know what happen and so i continue my journey to went up to the platform to catch the straight train..what i didnt know is when i went up the striaght train, i saw tons of commuters..and a train with full of people..And the next moment, i heard the station annouced there is an accident in CCK station...BEST lor.. there goes my train.. and i couldnt believe my ears meh..so, i went to ask a lady what accident are they refering about..they say there is someone jumping off the platform!! omg~~ i couldnt believe and the lady pointed to the back.. and so, i went to see if it is for real..true enough, i saw a dead body over there lying motionless.. i couldnt believe my eyes.. i never see a dead body before..i regret my decision (p/s: i am not k.p.o hor).. i keep praying and praying..

@ 8.06am, i called my ex colleague and see if she share cab.but she is on medical leave. then i faster call my boss to inform her on the situation and inform her i will be late. @ 8.15am, the train officers started to knock on the train window and asked all the affected commuters in the train to get out using the middle cabin exit. @8.20am, i change my mind and wanted to take bus 190 instead.. when i walk towards the control station, there is no officers sia!! i cant do my refund. time is getting late so i just went out. there goes my $0.66. when i walk past this fashion shop, the Singapore Civil Defence Force just arrived. they ran up to the platform.. the whole CCK is so bloody packed with people...the bus 190 is full of people. i alight @ orchard road and then change to train.

i am wondering why this person wanted to commit suicide..bcos of family or health or work?? why so foolish?? Hiaz~~ till now the dead body image is still in my mind....

March Entry 2008

2008-03-17T22:05:00.005+08:00

WEEKENDS ( 15-16 Mar 08)

didnt go anywhere on sunday. whole day @ dear's home nuai..

went out with dear and family to bugis walk walk.. bought some japanese biscuit.

Where is he hiding??? casuing everybody so busy finding him in the rain...making casueway so jam..making SAF guys work OT...Hiaz~

My 2 weeks entry

2008-02-04T01:22:00.000+08:00

wow..i have lots of updates which i need to blog in here...

Eric/GC, i have uploaded some photos in my frdster. You may extract from there ok?

i think i just jot down some important event that happen for the past 2 weeks.

02.02.08 -Went to Spore expo Hall 10 for Beatbox Championship 2007. Overall, enjoy the show expect for the fans who keep screaming at our ears..horrible and scary..

Before the competition starts..the hall was so empty and coldddd..

迷路兵interview by 2 hosts.. (the fans keep screaming non-stop)
woo..who cause such a stir?? Its 5566!!!

they just sang finish "喝采"
Giving out 1st prize to the winner

Photo-taking time!! Yeah~~~

Waiting for my 5566grp photo to be uploaded..

26.01.08 - Went out with my poly classmates to have lunch @ swensens orchard. Sang Karaoke @ partyworld. Shop around FEP. After that, dear pick me up and we went Chinatown to see the disneyland lighting and walk around the pasar malam.

25.01.08 - my colleague buy me a coffe bean cake for my birthday. =)

~Lonely~

2008-01-21T09:44:00.000+08:00

is everybody busy during january?? i really ponders. nobody remember my birthday for the past 1 year.. maybe i shouldnt born in january?? whenever there is people's birthday, i sure pay for their birthday present and celebrate with them.. how about mine?? its quite ironic right??

haiz~ or maybe my ren yuan not very good ba. =(

why like that???

very moody...........

Recap - Last Day of 2007

2008-01-04T22:13:00.000+08:00

Finally, i come out with my 2008 resolution:

Coach / Gucci Bag
Slim Down
LapTop
$100 Takashimaya Voucher
DKNY Watch
SE W910i or W960i

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woo...right now, i am going to update my New Year Eve's Celebration. It is also called Last day of 2007!! okay, coundown with sister, my dear, and also his two friends..

Recap 25 Dec 07

2008-01-04T21:20:00.000+08:00

Ok peeps, today going to update my last year Christmas Day celebration with my dear. =)

Ate Steamboat @ suntec Joaquim. Total Damage:$55.20. Still okay for a dinner.

See, My Dear is so nice to me.. he knows i dont like to dirty my hands.. *happy girl*

Recap on 24 Dec 2007

2008-01-04T00:53:00.000+08:00

haha..Happy New Year to All My friends!! Sorry..haven got the time to update my blog yet..juz a quick refresh on what i did during 24 Dec 2007..which is Christmas Eve..

Month of December

2007-12-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

Went sentosa with dear and family today (23/12/2007).. took a pic of me and dear.

Company gives us each a christmas present on 21/12/2007. I got myself a Thermo Pot. wonder what should i do with it wor.. =p

mm..change my mind this year which i have said earilier on sending christmas cards out to my friends as i do not have the time to do so.. Meet up with my darlings Pei & Jun to have dinner @ takashimaya on tuesday (18/12/2007). A nice and worthing catching up with all my darlings. =) We had our dinner and also did exchange presents.

on the 15/12/2007 celebrated Eirc belated birthday. oops, sorry. There was no birthday cake for you. I can say it is not a good day to go sentosa on that day cos it keep raining...spoilt our day. so sad...ended up going to Vivo City to do our Christmas Presents exchange. Abby and i took train to CCK and then my dear comes and fetch us home from CCk mrt station. =) so sweet right?? keke.

DEC Moods

2007-12-09T22:48:00.000+08:00

yeah,its christmas time liao wor..its time to send cards to all my dear friends. Also, its time for gathering with all my long lost contact friends... For example, i met up with my Chio Bu Friend - Charlyn. Had a nice window shopping and ate mos burger with her. we q up @ taka gucci shop as there is 30% for selected items!! didnt bought anything..

went sentosa with my dear on sat. when we bath finish, it started to rain..my dear and i had to ran back to the car asap!!

my sis has just come back from BKK. bought for me some tops and a slipper. the slipper is so cheap as it only costs $2.00!! wow, its cheap and nice.

HeartAche

2007-12-01T13:05:00.000+08:00

its very sad...really very sad to hear such a news... whenever i read the news regarding 5 Singaporeans died in Cambodian boat race mishap, my tears will starts to drops..ya, i know that i am not a firend of theirs..BUT, looking @ their mothers who raised their sons so big and then suddenly just gone with the wind...it is so hard to accept...no one can accept such a thing happen...

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xiao nu er, did u see my greeting in your tagboard?? no reply de??

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hoho, i just bought myself a gift and it costs a bomb...it is the same brand as jamie's wallet. keke

Raining Day

2007-11-14T14:18:00.000+08:00

Today early in the morning 6am, i presume whole spore raining heavily... such a heavy downpour makes me want to lie on bed and continue to sleep... but i know i couldnt...As you know, i have to work. Or else, who will support me right?? (exclude my parents's money)

Everybody get out of house early as usual and thus make the SMRT train pack with people...luckily, i am able to get a good place to stand w/o squeeze with other people. these few days, i am the 1st to reach work...so that i can go home early to have my dinner @ home.

mm...i wore a long sleeve turtle-neck top with black pants. (do u think i look like a dumpling?) "bao ba zha" haha

ok, gtg...miss ya frds!

Working Life...

2007-11-11T16:35:00.000+08:00

ever since i move to a new environment to work, i have been working OT non-stop...when i reached home, it is already 9pm!! gosh~tired and hungry. Every morning have to squzzee MRt with people, making sure u got a space to stand, making sure you are not late for work...

i keep telling myself that time will pass very fast for me. work real hard and learn real hard. Yes93.3fm or tongli 88.3fm accompany me while i am working so that i will not feel bored.=) Coffee Bean and 3-in-1 milo are also my best friend... cos i drink it almost everyday...

looking forward to weekend as i am able to meet my dear. didnt get to meet him on weekdays due to our busy working schedule....

Forever Goodbye

2007-10-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

Dearest coco,

i will miss you forever. Thanks for being by our side.

i know you have tried your best.

i know you will be happy over there..

i know you didnt want us to cry... we tried...

i know you are good and brave girl..

Take Care!!

Luv Ya Always......

Sick Sick

2007-09-10T22:34:00.000+08:00

hohoho...finally uploaded photos for gc, abby, jamie and eric le... sorry for the delay!!! oo..ya, bought a Clown @ the flea market. Feels sorry for the clown.. bought it to work today.

receive an sms from hilda today..will try to make it if its doesnt affect my work. *winkz*

my sore throat is coming bad...feeling so bad!!boo boo...

Outdated Entry

2007-08-25T13:15:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Genting Trip nt long...

Enjoy the trip with dear..This is the 2nd time we went to Genting BUT we also went to KL this time...didnt bought much cos i bought a lot of online clothings recently... hehe. ^_^*

10.08.07

ok, today whole company must wear REd and White to work... luckily, dar send me to work... if nt, so many ppl in the MRT will be staring @ me... phew...

09.08.07

well well well, basically went out with my poly frds aka ah chuan, eric,mie and birthday ger(abby) on the 9.8.07...I was late which is as usual...haha. We had fish & co for lunch then after that went to crown prince hotel partyworld to sing K. We sing till 5pm before we go seprate ways...Eric goes granny's house, ah chuan go home, mie go meet her ah lao, and lastly me?? go to suntec to do my work... =p after that, faster go to my dar's home to watch national day celebration....

.:Outdated Posts:.

2007-07-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

15 Jul 2007

Went to This U-Town Flea Market today. wow, things are even more expensive than pasar malam lor. horrible....

12 Jul 2007

Today is another colleague last day.*sighz* she is also reporting back to school.. Treat her to a farewell lunch @ Swensen.

9 - 10 Jul 2007

Forget which day that i actually went to amk hub to eat lunch with my colleague and i saw "HIM"...time passes real fast and i guess we have not met for 2 years??! (guess so) he is still the same old him.... but i guess he will treats her good. (:

8 Jul 2007

off to sentosa again with my dear. realise that i am getting too "zhi Lian" or i am just too bored. looking @ dear swimming and i got nothing better to do so i become camera whore. (oops!)

7 Jul 2007

Today is GREEN day. we should save the earth by saving electricity and dont waste water. dear bring me to nature park for a scroll. end up, i am bitten by mosquitoes!! i am not romatic @ all!! haha...

24 JUn 2007

Went to attend Wedding Dinner in Grand Plaza Park Hotel.... So great to see my friend is happily married. she is beautiful on that night.

My Dear Gers.....

2007-06-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

sad sad...my dearest gers are leaving company to continue their dreams and study in Local University which is NUS and NTU.....nevertheless, we must always keep in contact ok?

17 June 2007

Went to IMM shopping...tired as we reach there @ 8pm and shop till 11.30pm!! ate mcdonald before heading home to sleep @ 1.30am.. OnE Word - shag!

16 June 2007

Work in the morning... so sianz... have to drag myself up. lucky, my boy fetch me to work if not...( i will be late!! ) In the afternoon, went to pick up my sis and nephew and off we go to MS to meet Darling Jun and Pei. Took some photo and waiting for Pei to upload. In the night time, went to National Stadium to watch "Incredibles" with my boy's nephew and niece and family.... so tired...i have never run here and there for such a long time...what a busy sat for me and him. we have our dinner @ East Coast Hawer Center... nephew and niece are so tired that they slept in the car and my boy drove fast fast so that they can go home and rest. Took a picture with the Star Wars. and the left hand guy keep telling me: "Ppl who take photo with me must ganna shoot by me, you know? " he is trying to be funny right? =p

A Trip To VivoCity

2007-06-04T22:37:00.001+08:00

yayaya..your eyes are not wrong!!! They are really human beings!!! They are asked to stand there for you to take pics!! haha... they have no expression @ all.... the 1st guy is shorter than the 2nd guy.

幸福双人床 Mars Vs Venus

2007-05-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

woo...finally the shows ends.

i am going to miss this show alot... my boy was surprised that i can actually give up my mid-night shopping and insisted to go home in half and hour from JB just to rush home towatch this show. hehe...

My mum and grandma admitted hospital few weeks ago. So, i have become more and more haggard.. mum in Hospital so my sister never bring her son over. and i got on1 to play with. After waiting for 1 mth, my sis finally say she is bringing baby over!! Horray! so, i faster go take a few shots with him 1st before baby leaves me again.. haha...

have received some goodies from my colleagues who have just came back from Chiang Mai. hehe, share with my boy some food while he drove me back home.

Movie Time

2007-05-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

Yeah, going to watch Shrek 3 tomorow. And again, its F.O.C!!! =) i cant remember when is the last time i watch a animation movie. My boy didnt bring me to cinema for a long time.

Just realise i had a pimple on my face this morning.so sad. =(

back back back

2007-05-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

Woo, these are some of the Koreans stuffs that my bosses went to Korea and distribute to us. i still left with some Hello Kitty sweets pictures haven take. the above chocolate is nice to eat and had a very nice smell.

haha....had uploaded the pics in my mutiply but didnt upload in my blog..neglect my blog for a long time liao. these are some of the pics that i took during Jolin's concert (07.04.07)... went with my boy. didnt had to spent a single cents as the tixs are FREE!! =D

Chinese New Year 2007

2007-02-18T00:55:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends.

Well, did my last min shopping with my darling pei. We pluck our eyebrows together @ bugis. Drank Bubble Tea together and went shopping together.

Reach hm around 5pm. start my last min housechords again... * shag*

Say Goodbye to Motorola V3 and bought a Sony Ericsson Hp for New year.

hapI birthdaY tO mysElf

2007-01-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

thankies for the sms-es, testimonials and wishes from all of you..haha..its just another birthday afterall..nothing gets special when we grow older. the present i got this year though its not muchie of a quantity, but i love it! cos the biggest present is to be happy i supposed.

thanks mummy, daddy and sister for the hongbaos.
thanks gc,eric, abby and jamie for the dinner treat.
thanks my colleagues for the lunch treat.
Thanks dear for the present and cake.

[ 我又老了一岁了。]

Pics of past few months

2006-10-26T12:56:00.000+08:00

wow...the last entry was on July wor...hehe..maybe i am too lazy to blog liao...even though i tried to remember what i do everyday. Just let the picture do the talking ba. =D

@ abby's birthday celebration. (Chuan's hand is so extra. =p)

@ Jun's Birthday 2006

Celebration of Chuan's birthday 2006

@ Chinese Garden 2006

long long time ago

2006-07-30T20:23:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since i last update my blog.Talk about yesterday (29.07.06)
Went out with vanessa to far east plaza shopping...saw cynthia ong at level 1...I have never see her ever since we graduate from poly. i think 1 yr plus already. didnt dare to shop too much as for the past few weeks, i have overspent my $$$ on bag and tops...dear is going to kill me if he knows about it.when we reach FEP, its already 7 plus at night and time passes very fast for us...we didnt have enough time to see and shop finish FEP. After that, we walk to cine to have our dinner. Took NR3 home...*Regret* cos there is still a 190 last bus..

28th FRIday 2006

looking forward to KTV with my manager and colleague...so long never sing K already...maybe bcos it cost expensive ba...each person cost: $28. We ta bao Burger king inside our room as we haven had our dinner yet.

27th THUrsday 2006

So tired..didnt want to go to work today...i guess due to late night watching dvds and vcds.
Watch korean shows like : "Full House", "18 yr old bride" and "Wonderful life"...i begaining like to watch korean show rather than japanese show already...

08th SATURday 2006

Granny's Birthday..H.a.p.pY B.i.r.t.h.d.a.y to Y.o.U

Fallen Sick....

2006-07-03T14:46:00.000+08:00

i fall sick le...why am i so weak?? sob sob...having sore throat, flu and ulcers in my mouth..its a real torture to me...my manager asks me to go see doctor...maybe tonite will go see ba.

have a nice gatherings with my friends yesterday. then went to ms with my dear.Saw jing-jie over there..hehe...not forgetting to wish you happy birthday to you too...*wink wink* =D then went to parkway parade to walk walk...so long never been to there le...

Brief Summary

2006-06-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

Went to Upper Thomson with my bf todae...saw 2 TP.~phew~ luckilt, we didnt drove very fast. or else they will summon us. Later that, i went home to do housework before going to LOT 1 to have chicken rice as our dinner. We went to popular book store to buy staplers and puncher @ only $5.80.

17th june 2006

eat steamboat with my whole family @ home...there are a lot of varierty to choose...i ate rice, noodle, abalone, fishball,meat balls and etc...my bf ate 2 bowls of noodle...too bad, didnt took any picture. Bought a pair of levis jeans from taka cos i am using voucher.

16th June 2006

My working hours is good as i didnt need to squeeze mrt with people..i hate to squeeze with people in the mrt plus there is no place to sit...work OT till 8 plus. then, my bf come and fetch me and we had dinner together @ WEst Coast Mcdonald. We went to NUS for rounding. Never been there b4.
soccer match juz started...9pm

10th June 2006

Went to have Tim Sum together with my bf and friends.

2 - 4 June 2006

Went to Suntec IT fair X3 times....didnt bought a lot of things except my printer black ink cartridge. wanted to buy sony laptop but out of stock. *shit* nevermind, decide to save $$$ to buy clothes instead as now is GSS.

SaLe is noW on...

2006-05-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

the Great Singapore SaLe is now on...and i have not yet done my shopping or should i say how to spent my money carefully. or else i will over spent it.

Watch two Dvds today.
1) UnderWorld Evolution
2) UltraViolet

then after that went home for dinner...Btw, dumpling festival is coming..

27*May*06 / / Sat

Stay @ home and watch vcd which i borrow from my cousin. this vcd is called "Corpse's Bride".
dont really like the story...

@ night went to JB. but 1st of all, muz change S$ to RM. we went to shopping and eating till 12am. then its was real traffic jam @ the msia custom and spore custom...slow moving of cars...and some cars cut Q...i hate them so much meh...

by the time i reach home, it is god damn 3am.....*yawnz* i gotta go koonz liao.

my hot brownie with ice-cream. *yum yum*

"THE STORE" IS HAVING SALE FOR 27/5-28/5!!!

hot hot hot

2006-05-19T15:38:00.000+08:00

好熱阿
好熱阿
好熱阿
好熱阿
我覺得我被丟到烤箱裡烤
阿烤烤阿烤
快熱死了!!!
哇阿阿阿阿阿~~~~

Attentionnn! ! !

2006-05-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

In accordance with Section 35 of the Parliamentary Elections Act, Polling Day, Saturday 6 May 2006 is a public holiday.

MOM has received enquiries on how an employer should compensate employees who are required to work on that Saturday, and employees who are not required to do so. In this regard, the Ministry would like to inform companies that Polling Day, as a public holiday, should be treated in the same manner as any other public holidays.

All employees covered by the Employment Act are entitled to paid public holidays, including the public holiday on Polling Day. If an employee is required to work on Polling Day, he is to be paid an extra day's pay for the day's work, or be given another day off. If an employee is not required to work on that day, such as those who work a 5 day week from Mondays to Fridays, he is also entitled to one day off in lieu, or be given one day's pay, like any other public holiday falling on a Saturday.

Any jobs lobang??

2006-04-20T20:57:00.000+08:00

i am JOBless for a long time...No $ No Job. Money keep going out and wat i gain now is Fats all over my body and face. My face is getting rounder and rounder...sucks right???

honestly, i am very sianz...wana be a rich tai tai and rest @ home...but then, my bf is not rich la..// i m nt blaming u ok,dear??\\ just venting out my anger...haiz...

Here i am, remember everyday wake up @ 6.30am just to rush to work. feeling beat all over everyday...i feels drain...very drain...

bye for now...

GET OUT, Stop Pestering ME! ! !

2006-04-01T11:20:00.000+08:00

a gift by daddy

2006-03-19T17:01:00.000+08:00

i am god damn happy yesterday..my daddy knows i like that hp so he bought it for me meh..keke...so nice of him. =) thanks, dad..one more handphone to my collections... my daddy is not a handphone seller but yet he tries to buy some of the phone i like. xie xie ni... * muacks*

strong and steady??

2006-03-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

Edited on Mar 5,2006 // i tot we are going to end our relationship.but the tot of "breaking up with you" - its like, a knife stabbing deep in my heart, sO pain and freaking hurt me so much. My tears are like a damaged tap, bloodiest water that flooding non-stop..
i will always keep your words in mind.Never forget the words that you told me and we will always remember to keep our promise in our heart. We will change for the sake of our r/s and each other too..i feel much better now, w/o the mind of losing you...Now, i wish and i pray that we can hand in hand go through............ \

On Mar 9,2006. // Real Tired...wana sleep...why am i not in the year of pig?? =p
Btw, Suntec is having IT fair again!!! YEAH!!! Mcdonald is having milkshake again!! Horray!!!
*pls ignore me*

人非圣贤。

2006-02-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

让他看见我哭，是我最不甘愿的事情。很多时候，我也不想让他觉得我是个难以相处的人。
这些日子，我深深应该感谢他。感谢他能够包容我。

我没有庆祝情人节。伤心，难过。。我该什么做呢？？

2oo6 - CNY

2006-02-05T01:46:00.000+08:00

Edited
04 Feb 2006

Happy Birthday To EveryBody ! ! (人日)

i never lao yu sheng today. Meet my friends and house visting. Then @ night meet dear go he pan watch the 烟火. saw lance and his gf...so glad to see u! =)

02 Feb 2006

Rushing to do my daily rountine work..rushing to meet date line. Received 2 ang baos today during working. Work OT today. Reach home @ 8.05pm...Hungry like hell.my relatives are already @ my home. After that, went to lao yu sheng @ the old cck coffee shop.

01 Feb 2006

went to watch 小孩不笨 2 with my dear after my dinner @ my home.

29 Jan 2006

Went to Jun's home with my dear..keep forgetting which floor she lives..haha..@ night went he pan with Dear and his friends.

28 Jan 2006

Meet Ah peI @ orchard in the morning to get the neccessary things for the coming CNY..its been 1 year since i last saw her...Took neo-print together. =)

2oo6 - Happy Birthday

2006-01-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

HapPy Birthday To MyseLf ! !

2oo6 - xin zhuo

2006-01-18T20:43:00.000+08:00

水瓶座 ( 01.20- 02.19 )
今年的財運比較差！不但錢賺得少花錢也花得多，最好請身邊的人提醒你用錢是否得當，這樣也可以替你的財庫把把關。有另一半的人感情運還可以，與另一半有些爭吵的事件發生，多包容對方，才能使兩人更長久些。單身者桃花運一朵接一朵，讓你心情好得不得了，多到一些人群會聚集的地方，這樣才可以將你的好魅力發揮出來，很快就能有新戀情。今年的貴人運還算可以，遇到事情都要仰賴別讓幫你解決，這樣會使人際關係下滑，而害到自己。健康運嚇嚇叫，身體並沒有什麼病痛，一整年感覺精神都很好，做什麼事都活力十足的樣子，讓旁人看得都十分的羨慕。

雙魚座 ( 02.20- 03.20 )
今年的財運不算很差，但是過於保守的態度，讓你的賺錢的速度變得有些慢，建議你可以不要太過猶豫，有時候果決些，對事情更有幫助。有另一半感情運正走上坡，與另一半從摸索到現在相處十分融洽，只要你別老是懷疑對方，兩人的感情可以更加甜蜜，多注意。單身者桃花運還可以，不過給人感覺較拘謹的你，需要多相處才能體會你的優點，所以建議你可以多說出內心話，讓人瞭解。貴人運很不錯，雖然不管在工作上或是學業、生活上都會遇到些小麻煩，但很快就會有人給你不錯的意見，讓你能適時的渡過難關。雙魚座的人要多注意一下身體了，不要給自己太大的壓力，或是每天都加班到很晚，這樣長久下來，身體定會吃不消的，多休息喔！

獅子座 ( 07.23- 08.22 )今年的財運滿好的，做什麼事都謹慎計畫的你，只要照著自己的步調去進行，很容易就可以成功。有另一半的人感情運需要努力，感情出現些小摩擦，別對他太過苛求。單身者桃花運勢算可以，對別人可以再多熱情一點，若是你都保持著很大的距離，那麼有人想親近你也會打消念頭，親和力很重要的。貴人運還算不錯，獅子座的人都有點悶，其實只要說出來，就有很樂意幫忙你，別太逞強。健康運勢還滿好的，周末假日常常都會安排些戶外的運動，讓你的身心都保持一定的活力，所以做什麼事都很有精神。

2006- Charity

2006-01-15T14:34:00.000+08:00

14th Jan 2006

Went to Msia @ 1am..Traffic Jam.WTF, can u imagine 1am still got traffic jaM?? Went to Top-up petrol and went to eat supper. there was these 3 misa guys in this white proton car beside my dear's bike. I happen to turn around and they smile and wave "HI" to me.. -_-""

during afternoon, went to perm my hair. Costs a bomb. $159 inclusive $9 GST..then after that went to meet Ah Jun. We went LV shop @ takashimaya..lots of people inside the shop. I guess everybody trying to get a LV bag for new year ba.then after that, headed down to FEP to shop till you drop...haha. After that, we went to NYDC ( hereen) to take a break before taking mrt home.

13th Jan 2006

OT @ the office for 1 hour. so sianz. all the things suddenly jam up... i have to clear my daily operations things before i do my new assignment. Dear reach home earilier than me. So, i drop by @ his home first. and then we went to four leaves bread shop to order my birthday cake. =) thanks, dear. We went to my home to eat dinner before headed back to his home again.

11th Jan 2006

mmm..Wondering why do people always like to borrow $$$ from me? do my face indicate that u can borrow $$$ from me? Shit meh...For the past few years,when i was still in Secondary School. there was this granny said she did not have enough $$$ to go home. so, i lended her $$$. And then, juz two months ago, i was walking to suntec from bugis. This aunt wanted to lent from me $$$ too...i said i oni have coins. she says also can..WTF..there so mani people walking around. why muz u choose me??? so i gave her all my coins. // less than 2 bucks la \ \ then today, there is this china man say he wants to take cabby go changi airport. Asks me to lent him $$$..i said i dont have cos i only have cards. he says he dont mind following me go ATM withdrawn!!! HALO ~~ Do U KNOW WHAT U TALKING ?? FOLLOW ME? NO WAY MEH!!!! and then i juz walk off.. find it so sickening meh..

Dear frds, do u have the same encounter as me???

2006 - / / 枫 \ \

2006-01-07T13:56:00.003+08:00

乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随著北风凋零
我轻轻摇曳风铃想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰

i like this song a lot...let me think of a lot of things...

2oo6-Happi birthday

2006-01-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

i feel happy and glad that i have found my love..BUT, will it be everlasting? MmmM..nobody knows and nobody can tell..Valentine's Day is coming round the corner...and i guess everybody is going to crack their brains what to buy for their loves one or how to celebrate with their loved ones.. Well, i guess as for me, i will be celebrating my birthday with my dear But we are not celebrating Valentine's day..i bet everyone must be quite surprised as our relationship starts not long and this is suppose to be our 1st valentine day!!

taLKing about my birthday, hope to celebrate with my poly friends. they are: gc,mie, abby and eric..MmmMm..not forgetting my other outside friends or darlings lah..wont forget u all de lah! another brand new year, i am older by one year old...Getting older and older liao.

i am so tired of everything...2004 and 2005 is a bad year for me..faced a lot of problems that i didnt know how to solve and handle..crying can only ease my pains...temporary ease my pains..i want to lead a simple and normal life..i didnt want to go back to clubbing lifestyles.tired..no energy..2004/2005 let me cry the most..it hurts me most...most..most...

Chapter 89: Before & After

2005-12-25T14:12:00.000+08:00

Before wedding Roses are red, violets are blue.
Like it or not, I'm stuck with you.
After wedding Roses are dead, I am blue.
You get on my head, I will sue you.
Before wedding Every makan he brings u to shangri-la
After wedding You want to go, he says you wait la....

Didnt get to celebrate christmas this year.plan to go overseas to celebrate but no tixs due to last min decided by me. *bored* stay at his house whole day and rot on the sat noon till night.Xiao di also didnt go out and celebrate cos saw him online in msn. Wonder how was the feeling like to celebrate christmas with friends and dear? haiz, never get the chance ba. No program on how to celebrate..really no ideas... Order pizza Hut @ 10pm..was told that it will arrive in 45mins..But, after 45mins, i start losing patience..Then, we continue to wait..and wait..and wait...Finally, it arrives @ 12.05am !!! gosh, hungry like hell already...

23 Dec- 2005

Celebrate advance christmas wif all my colleagues.i forget to bring along my colleague's present. *shit.. so sorry wor, si. So, during gift exchange, she didnt get any present...so pai seh.

Chapter 88:Christmas 2005

2005-12-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

Click here to launch music video

JINGLE BELLS

video code provided by singingfool.com

Pls click to lauch that mtv ok? jingle bell jingle bell..holiday mood liao wor. =)

Chapter 87: Long Time No See..

2005-12-17T14:11:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after work, i headed down to orchard scotts to meet up wif my ex colleagues.. I have not met these 2 colleagues for about 9 mths liao...one pregnant and the other juz ROM in sept..time didnt wait for us and time passes very fast.once again, the 3 of us meet up for a gathering despite each and everyone of us are occupied with our own lifes...i appreciated that they are willing to meet me despite they have their own commitment and despite there are heavy traffice in orchard road. Their husband are stuck in the heavy traffic and they are trying their best to fetch their wives.. We chat alot of things and exchange views on some topics. @ 8.45pm, we left the place. and one of colleagues's husband willing to lobang me home..i am so touched and glad...cos i only met him once! that was during their wedding..haha...anyway, sat in a BMW convertible car..1st time sit sia...so sua ku!! i bet everybody laughing at me as there are people sit BMW till sianz liao lor..correct?

Enough of all my nonsense, time to upload these two photos that i took last nite.

Chapter 86: Yummy Yummy

2005-12-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

had a tearful weekend and daddy scolded me...

Daddy:' For goodness sick, why did u cry?'

Nu-er:' no comment..'

@ night, went out wi my classmates in orchard road. Dinner @ CJ..the food is nice and the atomosphere is nice...can we have more outing?

Mango Pudding Wif Fruits
Durian Pancake
Rose Ice Tea Plus Fruits

What is Jamie doing wor?
Black Sesame Ice - Cream Wif Fruits
Happy birthday To Eric Tan (xiao di)
Happy Birthday TO YitInG

27 Novemeber 2005

went to singapore expo wif my dear and his friends. Jace bought a MP3 player on 26/11 but spoilt. so, went back there to change again... me n dear bought nothing. no $...hard cash sia..

so crowded sia...and the foods are all so expensive leh.. all the cars illegal parking so it cause traffic jam when cars are turning into the carpark. and the ppl still have the patience to wait for both legak n illegal parking... -_-"

Chapter 85:Gim Chuan's Birthday n Bike Race

2005-11-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hey gc, i have downloaded the photos le..sorry being a slow tortise hor..haha..was pretty busy la..you know what i mean right?

woo..went to see moTor Racing on Sun 20/11..

this pass costs 10 bucks leh..

Getting Ready into race track.. 1...2...3..

Big man sits Mini bIke

There you are, My dear's FRD...

Chapter 84: conclusion

2005-11-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

Ai yaya...almost forgot to blog..Well, for the past 2 weeks, i have been meeting my dearest JUn. We meet up @ bugis and have dinner @ V8 and Sakae Sushi...*Yum Yum* then We start Updating our daily life and were talking and discussing BGR...Haiz...No Words to descibe. Shopping is our Fave. Hobby. And we really bought quite a lot of things despite the fact that WE ARE BROKE ! ! ! * Hate it *

Taking Bus 960 and 190 is my daily rountine..and everyday after work, i will fall asleep in the bus without fail..10 mins later, if you taking the same bus as me, you will see my head start swinging here and there..and maybe my saliver preparing to comes OUT!!! * Yucks* Ever since i started to work in this company, i used up most of my brain cell...no more energy to do other things..Used to sing K with my friends and shop till i drop. But now, haiz...forget it..

Chat with Yujing the other day and asks her to recommend me some English songs..So long no update liao..and didnt know which is the lastest songs.* Thank You*

Ask Si Li and Sharon to send me songs too..Thank You, Guys! !

Cried the other day..haiz..SHit..FuckEr meH ! ! !

Chapter 83: One Whole Week

2005-10-31T00:44:00.000+08:00

sUN - 30/10

went to visit the singapore zoo...was enJoying every moment with my dear and his friends...his friends can go there spent their time trying to catch some spiders to play and then put the spiders inside the tic tac box.and let the spiders fights against each other ! ! ! alamak..spent $15 and see u guys play spider?? haha...they siad they wanted to play childhood games again...-_-"

@ night went back home and watch 7pm news @ channel U. then watch Ong Bak before heading to my biao mei's home and lent from her sim 2 to play.keke..thank you sia!

WISH YOU GOOD LUCK IN YOUR HIGHER CHINESE O LEVEL TOMOROW!

sAT - 29/10

spent my whole afternoon clearing my poly and ite notes..see which one can throw away..mama says i no more study le.what for keep all these notes? it only attracts DUSTS.....

At night, went to dear dear's home and then had dinner with jace and micheal.

fRI - 28/10

time passes fast for me.. i have not enough time to do my work. Gosh~ then next week got two PH leh...haha..Can finally rest @ home and wake up late!!

tHURS - 27/10

so tired and the weather is sometimes hot and sometimes cold...sucks~~ going to fall sick soon!!

wED - 26/10

i m so pissed off!! YOU think you are very smart ah? for goodness sick lor!!!

tUE - 25/10

err!!!!!piss - WTF - i am very dissappointed with.....

mON - 24/10

Countdown tomorow..but, i will not put much hope in you...later i will be very disappointed de la...haiz..

Chapter 82: Tired

2005-10-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

hi everyone, i am back. mmMMmm..been busying accompany my dear go to his friend's house warming. Bought a LG DVD player for the owner but we realise someone has bought a samsung DVD for them le...haiz...And then, my dear is hoping to get a car.But too bad, the both of us not good at saving.

Watch a lot of latest DVDs n Vcds at home. didnt want to spent money and i have spent quite a lot on transportation and meals..my pay is not enough for me to buy clothes and watches...so sad. There is a lot of things that i want to buy leh! !

lately, received a lot of sms from my long lost friends...was surprised that they say i went M.I.A. mMm..maybe i was preoccupied with my dear ba. even now, i spent less time with ah jun le...

and also, didnt spent time to go out with peggy. maybe one day, we go K ok?

Title of song : Si Lu

Artist: Liang Jing Ru, Fish

Chapter 81: its birthday celebration aGain....

2005-10-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

Happy BirthdaY to My JIe (4th Oct)

Happy Birthday To Lynn (2th Oct)

Happy Birthday To GC (6th Oct)

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y T O Y O U A L L O N C E A G A I N

Chapter 80: tots

2005-09-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

Dear SL,

i am sorry when i know you are having a bad times with your wife. i didnt know how to comfort you and didnt brings you any joy. The HDB that you two owns had to sell away. its quite sad when you contribute so much too this relationship. You wanted to patch back with your wife but you are rejected by your wife. i cannot ask you not to think about your wife as we are human. As we, human got feelings. We are warm blooded animals and not cold blooded animals. I wish that you can recover soon and hope to see you happy.

last nite @ East Coast, you tend to be quiet. You didnt talk much. You think a lot..Smoke a lot. You wish you didnt get hurt. But, you should know that there should be one party to get hurt in a relationship. Everybody wants you to be happy. Enjoys your life while you can. Take it as a lesson and be brave and face the world. Dont be sad anymore. We are here for you de. You are still young. And i believe you can find a better wife/gf right? dun hurry...Some things canot be avoided de. You have to have it. Right now, you can take a break and rest...

No hurry to get marry..No hurry to find a wife/gf..But, You have to hurry To seLL the Flat wor. =)

Tc...

24th sept 2005 (II)

Receive a Disney's T-shirt from My bf sis. THanK yOu. keke.. She went to HK last week. =)

Chapter 79: summary

2005-09-24T14:43:00.000+08:00

24th Sept 2005

Going to Hospital with my dear later on...

23th Sept 2005

Read about Hilda's blog and i know she got herself a bf....feel happy for her..CongRats tO yOu, Hilda! ! so, when is your turn ah, rac? =p keke.

Read about peggy's blog and i would like to congrats hEr too..after nuai @ home for several months, yOu finally goinG to work...Work Hard ok? Dont be lazy hor. Good Luck. * muacks*

Went to mustafa with my dear. bought a bear bear doggie for me. *Thanks, dearie*

Chapter 78: i m soRri

2005-09-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

i am sorry. i am sorry to know that you are seriously ill. i am a useless person. i am not there for you whenever you need me. i bet you must be very disappointed in me. all i can say is sorry sorry sorry. i wish i can help you ease your pain..seeing you so painful, it really hurt my heart. i didnt know what to do and how to handle. All i can do is to cry and then went to temple to pray for your health. i am not a good ger.Please forgive me. You have so much worries and yet i cannot help you lesser your burden. it is so selfish of me. sorry. i Am Sorry. I am Really SorrY.

Chapter 77:oNe moRe cHance

2005-09-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

watch oNe moRe cHance today with baby. overall, this movie is longwinded, funny and last but not least touching.

Chen You Huang (starred by Mark Lee) is a boastful, conceited man whom would never fail to flaunt himself. He was put behind the bars for six years for involving in commercial fraud. He was arrested on day of his wedding. By the time he was sentenced to jail, his wife was already pregnant.Huang’s daughter, Xiaowei, has never addressed him as “daddy”. While this fact depressed Huang, it became his sole motivating force during his lock-up days… Forlornly, just before his struggling days were over, Huang learned of his wife, Mei Bao’s new marriage prospect, Mike, a jewellery businessman.

Eventually, he was coerced to work in Mike’s company where he tried to complicate things between Mei Bao and Mike, triggering off a series of hilarious events. Consequently, his determination and perseverance to turn over a new leaf managed to move his wife and daughter. And conversely, Mike gave his blessing to the reconciliation of the family.

The story expressed the prejudice and difficulties that the trio faced when they tried to return to society. They did not give in to the discriminations that they received from the society. Instead, they endured that painfully. They fought to overcome each new challenge no matter how big the problem is or how strong the pressure is. They are no longer ashamed or afraid. Now, they would boldly announce, “I was a convict, so what?” This is because what they need most now is for us to give them “One More Chance”!

Chapter 76: waste $$$

2005-09-09T00:05:00.000+08:00

alamak, i spent $120 within 1 hour ah!!! how ah? mm..dont dare to tell my mum aboutit or else she will kill me wor. imagine i just get my pay and i start spending liao! money is very important to me bcos i need to buy a lot of things..there are always things that i wanted to buy..never get tired of shopping. thats what my baby said..which i find that sentence true.

Chaper 75: Fever

2005-09-02T10:16:00.000+08:00

2nd Sep 2005

Going to work later on despite having mc today cos i have important documents to handle at work.

1st Sep 2005

woke up feeling cold and vomit in the toilet..but that doesnt stop me from bathing and taking 1 hour transport to work. when i reach work, the situation gets worse.the air con keeps blowing at me.my face turns green after one hour later.i couldnt help myself and so i took NPL and then took a cab home sleep for 3 hours before consulting a doctor. the fees cost: $51.45...~Urgh~ so expensive. there goes my $$$...can you imagine i havent even get my pay yet and i have to spent so much. Haiz. i was given two days mc. i was told that my fever is 37.8 degress. wow! so high!

Chapter 74: Sucks !

2005-08-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

i am sick AGAIN! ! Vomit at my door step...sucks!

Chapter 73: tots.

2005-08-23T21:52:00.000+08:00

1st) just wondering why wei lian can enter into the finalist? i just cannot help wondering. even a normal human being can lose to him. its so unbelieveable lor.well, i am not trying to be cruel in my words but seriously speaking, i really want kelly to be the winner. i believe that a superstar needs to communicate with your fans and also knows how to dance and most of all, must know how to sing ! ! fans like to write love letters to their idol, so wei lian should not be a superstar lor. he cant reply nor he cant see....so, sTop wasting timE ! !

2nd) has been taking bus 190 to work and i realise that it is faster than bus 960..sometimes, bus 960 will be late. and i couldnt afford to be late for work. cause i have been late for twice. i think i will get a warning letter soon. sHIT! !

3rd)everyday from mon to fri, i have to travel by bus. and just now i am wondering and calculating how much i spent on public transport. mm...after calculating, i can spent $37.5 on public transport (a month)..wa..so much leh. i cannot believe it myself. right now, i have been thinking that how i wish time doesnt pass so fast. cause i wish i can still depend on my parents.HAHA.

4th) mY zouk friend sms me today @ 8.05am this morning.i was quite surprised as i didnt expect a sms so early esp it was from him. we have lost contact with each other for about six months le. then about 5.30pm, my hp rang. receive a call from him. he was telling me that he is heading towards cCK. he is on his way to meet his gf. haHa..too bad huh, i was not there. oR else, i will sUre go thEre and be liGht buLb de. =p

5th) flu is back again. i am falling sick again. urgh~ i hate fLu so mUch! !

6th) baby, i want to go sHopping this sat wor. haHa. u will suRe kiLL me cos i havent even get my pay and i start spending $ like nobody business..=p

7th) I HATE GUYS WHO DEPENDS ON THEIR GFS TO PAY ALL THE EXPENSES!
I HATE GUYS WHO TALK BIG! ! I HATE GUYS WHO NEVER PAY ATTENTION TO THEIR GFS AND TAKE THEM FOR GRANTED! I HATE GUYS WHO IS SO HAO LIAN ! !
HATE GUYS so mucH ! !

signing of now. tired. ~yawnz~

wasting time?

2005-08-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

mm..sometimes i am thinking of cancelling my tag board..getting less crowded liao leh. gc nv tag me leh. gc go tag others and not me..mm..i know i am not pretty so he doesnt wan to tag me. correct, gc? sob sob

was on my way to work when it rains..sianz..lucky not wearing high heel shoes. or else sure fall down. i am still trying my best to do well in my new job as a admin asst. Hope i can succeed. wish me luck!

baby is coming to meet me soon after working OT for 4 hours...sayang him wor. =)

~signing off~~

Chapter 71: ......

2005-08-09T13:04:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Elynn ! (08 August)

Happy Birthday to Abby ! (09 August)

Vomit twice yesterday @ work. not feeling well. then after that, ask daddy to fetch me home after work. vomit in the taxi once. ~haiz~ kill me pls ! !

Chapter 70:NDP song of thE day & my celebration @ Padang

2005-08-01T19:44:00.000+08:00

At a time when hope was low
The journey seems unsure
But through it allWe’ve kept the flame alive
Now standing proud and tall
Our spirit strong and free
Building on hopes and dreams
It’s here we want to be
Chorus
Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
We’ll make our destiny
Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
Let’s soar and reach for the skies
When I think about my dreams
The future it can be
The time has come for me
To strive and to achieve
With hopes within our hearts
As one hand in handFor family and our friends
Let’s do the best we can
Chorus
Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
We’ll make our destinyLet’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
Let’s soar and reach for the skies
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
Let’s soar and reach for the skies
We can touch the skies

NDP doesnt feel like how it used to anymore. It has been ages since I last watch NDP performance live. The last time was in 2002. When i was young, i gets easily absorbed by all the sights and sounds from the colourful parade. Every single act was savoured and treasured, like it was a very big deal. I remember those days when I sat on the wooden benches, watching attentively at the soldiers matching by, the colourful costumes of the mass display performers etc. and singing to the songs as best as I could. One of my favourite activities was the Kallang Waves too.

bUt now, I just sit grouchily in the cramped and wet seat, refusing to stand up to do the silly dance and patronizingly raising my flag when the Padang Waves came.

This is my lunch. i am so hungry. keke..thanks, jie fu for treating me eat KFC. and i am eating under the rain..so poor me! !

See ! See! oUr sPingapore Flag leh..so proud ! and i am saluting to it ! wo de xin jia po Flag ! !

Oh My God~~~~~Someone from the army faINTED! !! And it was juz beginning of the show only. May God Bless him.

keke, see this photo? ? this photo is nicely taken right? Fire works are added ! ! so nice!

i am very bo liao person. talk so much about what so happening @ padang and didnt take a pic of myself. so before the show ends, i quickly take a pic of myself. =) fAcE oilY and legs diRtY. Toe nAils full with mud! ! Yucks !

Chapter 69: Trust n lots more..

2005-07-29T21:51:00.000+08:00

I need trust, I need support from people that mean a world to me. Don't doubt me, I wish to learn my mistake through my every decisions but I'm very much aware of my limits. Let me be, watch me move on, watch me fall, but don't question me. Stand by me. Trust me that I'll wield my very last strength to pull through, you're my strength, as are my other soul.

I am going to Padang tomorow with my sister..Yeah~~~i am going to have a early NDP celebration with my sister. SO HAPPY!!! YIP YIP HORRAY! ! YIPPY YA YA YIPPY YIPPY YA!!

I long merely to belong
Only to your touch ( i love my baby )

Have been working real hard..till i always sleep at 11pm..its not the real me..who used to sleep at 2am. ~haiz~ old le.

Funny Stuff, cannot bluff (got this from an email)
Women are unique. Release blood for 4-5 days without dying, Supply milk for 4-5 months without drying, Make HOTDOGs hard in 4-5 mins without freezing!

A man was dying of CANCER. One day, his son asked him: "Dad, why do you keep telling people tt u r dying of AIDS?" & Dad said: "So tt no one will FUCK ur mom after I die!"

Chapter 68: miss those days

2005-07-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

19th July 2005

Chat with my long lost Guys Friends in msn today..We will playing with our emotions and disturbing with each other..Miss all these Funs. miss talking to them, miss going out with them and miss sitting their bike. still remember Mr L lose his Bike Number plate..haha..its so fUnni. lucky, there is no traffic police around. ~Phew~ Chatting with Mr L and telling him about my life and updating him with all the latest news about me...

Raining whole day..Baby is not with me. So long never had a dinner with him le. miss him badly..

16th July 2005

wEnt oUt with Jun today. so lonG nEver go out with her le. miss going sHopping with her. She bought 3 pairs of shoe whereas me only bought one loose power. haha..Cos i intend to buy a Bag.. but didnt see any bag that i like. aM i cHoosy? Walk from 4-11.30pm..my legs are so Tired..Went to Coffee Bean To Take a break. then after that, i took a cabby to my baby's home and jun's bf fetch her home. Took sOme photos b4 we headed home.

Me n Jun

Mocha Drinks, pie n Cheese Cake.

Chapter 67: sTop Donating $ to NKF ! !

2005-07-12T23:16:00.000+08:00

dear everyone, as you can see from the newspaper today, it says that NKF is using our money that we donated to them on luxury like buying 8 cars, installing $990 toilet in the director room, renovate their new building (high class) and taking first class seat instead of business class seat whenever they went overseas ! !

they claims that excutives, snr exc and director take business class BUT director and snr exc take first class ! ! i tot that a well known listed company should be transparent in everything but it seems like NKF is not doing their job ! ! shall not donate any more $ to them ! ! ganna cheated ! !

pls refer to this website for more info:

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/050712/5/singapore157556.html

Chapter 66: FooLish littLe mE..

2005-07-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

i realise that i am a maron, Stupid and a foolish LittLe woman..tRust People so eaSily and Being Hurt Very EasilY. there is this Gf of mine..whom i tRust heR a lot. But, what i didnt know is that she can "frontstab" me..Fcuk her meh. she was nice to you in this very moment , but at the other moment, she is frontstabbing me!!! ~ouch~~ it hurts me so deeply. She can use her moblie and sms her frd telling her how bad i am. what she didnt know is that her friend will tell me after that....Its so sad that all this thing happens. i am so navie.really navie. just like when i fall into a realtionship with a guy who is younger than me, thought he will love me, but what i didnt know is that he is just toying my feelings....he is such a bastard. i admit i am cruel, but i have no choice. we do have feeling for each other at that moment...but on the other hand, well..forget it. i didnt really want to waste my breath or saliver talking about him again. i am not a born loser. i am not afraid of losing. cos i have my dear Buddies and darlings with me whenever i am in trouble or sad. Just want to tell my this gf of mine that i will still be nice to you no matter how bad or how fake you treats me.i wanted to treat all my friends equal. i will not cry anymore. i do not want to cry bcos of you and bcos of him...eNouGh is eNougH.

Baby and i have a disagreement last nite. but, we have solve this matter le. So Happi..Stronger than eVer!!! i love yOu, baby!! ! ! ! pig Tan love Pig Ng! ! ! =D

today went out with micheal, jace and my baby. we went to Bugis OG, Tekka Mall, and Sim Lim. it was raining heavily when we are at Sim Lim. Sianz...Then after that, we headed towards Orchard. Micheal wanted to uPgrade his Singtel Braodband to 25Mbps plans at desire0705. iT Comes with four free gifts..1) takashimaya Voucher, 2) Pioneer DVD and etc... But if he needs to upgrade, he needs to pay extra charges..So, he changes his mind. we went to Takashimaya Food Fair. Bought a fruit ice-cream which costs $6.oo! ! ! So expensive sia! ! my baby keep blaming me. i Feel so guitly,sorry baby. aFter that,i wanted to swensens. But, baby doesnt want to eat. =( Jace suggest we shall have steamboat for our dinner. All agrees. And, we have taken some photos. woo..the food is not bad and the tom yam soup is nice. There is also no service Charge ! ! order 2 lime juice and 1 ice tea. i share drinks with my baby. total amount is $42.00.

when we finish our dinner, the clocks strike 9.30pm. we headed World of Sports to see if there is any cheap shoe for my baby. mm..they do not carry the design that my baby likes. too bad. he has been searching for very long already. i think its about 3 months le ba.
Gosh..reach home at 11pm. Very tired and i need to work tomorow. And not Forgetting, need to go to mediacorp tomorow. Argh~~~ I AM SO FREAKY TIRED AH! ! !

Chicken SteamBoat sEt = $ 6.80 include one plain rice.

Putting aLL the food into the Tom Yam Soup. Yum Yum!

Lastly, Banana, Apple and other fruits are dipped into this Hot Chocolate. Yummy! !

i decided to take a photo with jace in the lift while going down to Basement 1.

Yawnz, good night everyone. Sweet Dreams. . .

Chapter 65: photos Uploaded

2005-07-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

mm..what a boring day. i am so bored. Baby is not free to entertain me. And i am setting a job agency. if anybody is intersted, can msn at wsy23_2@hotmail.com. currently, there are 3 part time jobs avaliable.

The weather is very hot and humid. didnt want to do anything. Just wana to rest at home.But, i need to report to work. i have been packing my room every weekend. from clothes to bras and bags and etc. so many clothings need to throw away. well, i wanted to donate to salvation army but then its to far away from my home and there is no transport for me to go there unless i take a taxi lah. i got so many T-shirts at my warerobe which i didnt wear before. All fold nicely in my warerobe. mm..and also, i am getting fatter and fatter..so, it is impossible for me to wear my old jeans. *sob sob* i am so fat. my baby also ask me to go diet too...~Arghh~

* * * My Friends * * *

Gc n xiao di

me, abby n mie

My Msia Trip Photos....Journal is at Chapter 62

Me & my Jie Jie

Gg Back To Singapore.

Chapter 64:Birthday Greetings

2005-07-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Rachel ! (02 July)

HappY Birthday To Mr Pooh Bear! (05 July)

finally get to watch initial D..keke.i know i am a bit slow. this movie was lauched on 26 June 2005 and now is 05 July 2005 leh.its abit too slow lor. But what to do, my baby is not free to watch with me.keke.So, no choice but to watch this movie so late lor. Late better than never la hor. =D

Chapter 63: Boring Life

2005-06-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

Living in Singapore is really real bored. Nothing better to do. Not Sleeping at Home, then is Rotting at Home, if not, shopping and chatting with gfs. ~Gosh~ BorEd!! Was reading i-weekly at work. this issue was quite intersting. the main topic is about Gossip. How does this word"gossip" comes about and some more..................

i am a woman but i dont really understand woman!! u must be thinking what the hell i am talking about right?? well, woman tends to compare themselves with another woman. they loves to compare everything from head to toe...THats is sooo DisGusting!!! are tHey mentally insane?? i dont really know. why didnt they be their ownselves? its more natural and its the real you. Stop CopY caT and DoG! if you keep comparing yourself with others, then i think you can ask them to be your idol and then get their signature lor. life is so dilemma...~haiz~ sickening. bo liao. So thick skinNed for what?? noT as you arE nUmbeR 01!

i am going insane!!! God...........GET mE oUt of HeRe!!!

Saw jesline yesterday at my workplace. didnt get to see you for 1 month and you are getting thinner!! hEr weight is 38kg only...so HorriBLe!!

Chapter 62: My Overseas Trip

2005-06-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

>>Went to msia for a short holiday. didnt wait for my baby to go...sorry, dear. i will go with you next time de, ok? went with my family members. quite tired cos didnt have a good rest at the hotel. keep going shopping and eating non-stop.~Gosh~ i am going real broke. We can actually went outskirt of the city and when we are on the way back, traffic jam started and polis start coming out and book ppl. everywhere, there are polis. KS lor. well, weather is hot and humid. ~sickening lor~ keep sweating. i did take some photos with my family and maybe i will post them BUT have to wait for my jie fu to load the photos for me cos the camera is not mine. HaHa!! ate some nice food down there. But hor, EXpensive LAH!!!! got abelone sia.. i hate msia road and driver...they just cUt yr land without giving you the signal light...Fcuk lor.And hor, there are less than 10 U-Turn Signs!!! when u illegal turn, the polis come and book u...Unless you...Well, u all should know what i mean right? And then they smoke a lor and spill a lot sia!!Disgusting!

>>On our way back to Singapore, we travel by Tuas 2nd link...there are accident everywhere..so scaring..saw the bloods at the road..~Yucks~mm..no traffic jam..Good Good...didnt sleep in the Bus. Instead, i listen Mp3 and look at the surrounding.

>>i bought tops, shoes and bag for myself. And then Bought necklaces for frds. Lastly, bought 3 cute things for GC, Mie and Abby. haha..~ i forgot about my Xiaodi. ~oops!~ sorri!!!

>>Plan To go another holiday in December. haha...Must Save $ again...OMG..meaning i have to work harder and play lesser...Sob Sob.. =(